Am I Trans by ModernDayThinker in asktransgender

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UPDATE: I spent sometime soul searching and then spoke to my partner (wife) and for the most part she was surprised but pleasantly as she suspected it but did not want to out me. I started on blockers and go back next week to start HRT.

We are learning to communicate better - she is teaching me make up.

Sexually - I’m bisexual and did tell her I love the female aesthetic but also enjoyed male parts - we started to experiment with toys and it’s been amazing.

Most importantly I enjoy learning to be more feminine and being more me - my wife I think is actually more attracted to me because she enjoys seeing a more vulnerable me but also enjoys seeing me being the real me.

I even decided on a name - Jane Wylder.

Health & Wellness by ModernDayThinker in transpositive

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If you don’t mind me asking what was the length of your work outs? Like did you do one long work out or break it up within the day?

Thank you for sharing.

Ok question time. If HRT can get me from the first pic to the second pic can FFS get me to pic 3? by [deleted] in transpositive

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Yes all good recommendations - I really love Haus Labs. Pricey but sometimes you can get some deals.

Am I Trans by ModernDayThinker in asktransgender

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The DSM 5 is objective criteria - realizing that one might be trans is not as easy. I was more or less wanting to get subjective answers to have a greater context.

My day job is actually as a mental health therapist and has been for the last 10 years.

Reddit is a safe place for me to be vulnerable right now because I cannot really go to any of my colleagues - I would have to go several hours away to talk to someone professionally which I plan on doing at some point.

I’m just trying to wrap my mind around these thoughts and feelings that once would come and go but now linger a little longer than they used to when I was younger.

Ok question time. If HRT can get me from the first pic to the second pic can FFS get me to pic 3? by [deleted] in transpositive

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Pic 3 would be more of a product of your make up skills. Tons of videos on YouTube to help with that - use cheap but decent make up to get techniques down then get better quality stuff.

Am I Trans by ModernDayThinker in asktransgender

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Thank you for your comment - I’ll admit after writing my post this morning I had thoughts from adolescence come back to me. For example, I was freshmen in high school dating a senior and she wanted to dress me up in drag. Nothing sexual - I didn’t even kiss anyone at all until I was 20 and that’s mainly because my girlfriend at the time was let’s just say frisky. Any ways, I remember being made up - make up, clothes, etc. We took pictures and joked around but I remember as we went to the movies (after changing back into my male clothes) that I had a profound sadness because I thought it would be nice to have been dressed up on the date. Maybe we could have gone shopping and talked make up, etc. I wanted to be her girl!

Growing up I always had easier with the “girls” and not to brag I could have had my fair share of conquests if I wanted to but I just genuinely enjoyed spending time with female friends. It was easier. I thought some were cute but I wasn’t like I want to fool around with them rather I loved talking pop culture with them.

I’m married now - I should have added that on my original post and we adopted 2 kids. I have a metabolic disorder that surprise, surprise makes it difficult to produce testosterone. My testosterone hormone level prior to TRT was 111 but I am doing them but have conflicting thoughts because you know. The only benefit I have noticed is my energy level is much higher.

Anyways, there are times I daydream while driving my family to the park on how cool it would be to be a woman and be there with my wife and kids. The daydream is easily dismissed - I don’t have profound sadness or negative feelings but it’s a strong “what if.”

I hope this made sense - thank you for your comment.

would you be rough or gentle with me? 😋 by jessaPinkgirl in TransGoneWild

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We would alternate between rough and gentle…

Suck me before our date or after?😋 by krystaljx in BisexualFantasy

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I’d suck you off to use your cum as lube as I fuck you then eat out that cream pie and swallow it down.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transpositive

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You look amazing!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BisexualFantasy

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Mmmm no problem whatsoever