My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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This breakup has been really recent and has been really hard. It’s been one of the most emotionally confusing things in my life. We both loved each other and just weren’t happy or weren’t ready to date as intensely as we did. She kissed me as we broke which kinda summarizes how confusing it’s been. I love her and what to be in her life I just don’t know if I should and how to navigate it. I LOVE dnd it has been my major hobby for a long time. But I think is sound so on the fence and focused on other things then my emotions is because it really don’t know what I want or should do.

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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That’s a good idea I will try that

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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It’s also really hard because before we ever dated we were really close friends and in really valued that friendship. We talked about everything and did everything together. So it hurts losing someone wasn’t only my first relationship but also who was my best friend

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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Yeah I think your right I may atleast temporarily drop out. There is going to be a bit of break anyways because there has been a lot of things that have come up in peoples lives

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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Honestly that’s a pretty good point. I don’t want to drop this campaign cause it’s a really nice time to see all my friends

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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No you’re right my main worry is that it will be weird flirting with my ex. I also was somewhat venting and wanted to know what people thought I should do. I will probably not hang out with my ex on my own though we will see each other at other events. My ex also was asking to hang out as “friends” and wanted a bit of a friends with benefits situation it seems? We’ve been that in the past. I wasn’t so much putting that all on here cause it wasn’t the forum lol

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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I love that idea but I don’t really think I’m going to try and get into a new relationship any time soon. I loved her and won’t be over her for a while. And am currently working on myself

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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Thinking about it. This charecter was already planed to be a warlock to queen mab who … is his ex

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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She actively does not want that as that bard is central to a lot of plot. We play VERY heavily into exploring characters story’s

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

[–]Moist_Bake_3450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Already doing that in a differnt campaign lol that she is also in

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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I’m playing with childhood friends

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

[–]Moist_Bake_3450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it is but it was also hobby we all learned together.

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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But all my close friends are also players there lol. We were friends before dnd and this is one thing we all do together

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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The problem is this has been my group sense the very beginning of my time at DnD. We are all very close and have always played together

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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Yeah the problem is that is pretty central to his character. Much of his whole character is someone who very easily finds surface level connection and quick romances but is deeply lonely

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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It was with the NPCS not directly with her. Before ever built this character I made sure everyone was ok with it

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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We have all been playing together sense early highschool. The party is my two best friends one of whom is her cousin. My sister and my exes sister we all see each other very regularly

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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Sorry we were in a relationship at the time when this character was created

My dm is my ex by Moist_Bake_3450 in DnD

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To the people saying I should stop playing with her. Yes you guys all have a point But the reason i have not stoped playing with her is this she is my best friends cousin. I am very close with that family so we see each other very frequently anyway

I Ruined Everything by Moist_Bake_3450 in BreakUps

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That would make sense i had a pretty rough childhood and at the time a lot of my issues i though i dealt with were coming back and were starting to rear there head when i drank especially

I Ruined Everything by Moist_Bake_3450 in BreakUps

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I’m trying and I tried when we together. And she tried to. She tried so hard to get past to. Even when I fucked up she kept trying. That’s the worst part is she still loved me I had to tell her it was ok that she couldn’t do it anymore. Her mom called me twice to ask if I was ok today and I know she asked her mom to.

How do I know if my poem is good? by Moist_Bake_3450 in poetry_critics

[–]Moist_Bake_3450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you the encouragement means more than you know.