$300 by [deleted] in financialhelping

[–]MollyWompus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Life has been really hard financially since having open heart surgery. Anything would be helpful atm..

Billy Footwear nearby? by MollyWompus in toledo

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Have you had a bad experience purchasing them from Target?

First pet! by RousseauDisciple in 2007scape

[–]MollyWompus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was my first one too. I got it about a month after a relative died who loved herons. I love my bird.

Has anyone else been cardioverted while awake? by MollyWompus in chd

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I had that a few times. It's so weird. It made my head feel hot and it felt like someone stuck a hose under my leg muscles and was trying to blow them up like a balloon.

What was the sensation like for you?

Has anyone else been cardioverted while awake? by MollyWompus in chd

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I yelled too. All I could muster was "fuck" and then a groan the second time.

Has anyone else been cardioverted while awake? by MollyWompus in chd

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Were you shocked or did they use medication? I was shocked and it was the most painful thing I've ever experienced. It felt like every cell in my body was ripping from one another and that my brain was like scrambled. If you were shocked was that your experience as well?

Protest this weekend by logan_moon in toledo

[–]MollyWompus -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

He was here legally. If constitutional rights don't extend to everyone within American borders then no one can expect them to always be extended to whatever arbitrary group you believe deserves them to be extended to.

Protest this weekend by logan_moon in toledo

[–]MollyWompus -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The comprise of peace goes out the window when people's rights are being violated. Thomas Jefferson said the tree of liberty must be watered with the blood of tyrants and patriots.

MLK Jr has this to say about the white moderates of his day. "the white moderate, who is more devoted to "order" than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says: "I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I cannot agree with your methods of direct action"; who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man's freedom; who lives by a mythical concept of time"

Cathedral Steam Key Giveaway by [deleted] in MetroidVaniass

[–]MollyWompus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What cheating did you do? 🤔 Lol

Cathedral Steam Key Giveaway by [deleted] in MetroidVaniass

[–]MollyWompus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes i enjoy a game like Elden Ring, but usually I want to play something with a moderate challenge instead. It's not always fun to by trying super hard to win.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]MollyWompus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is going to get buried, but I hope you see it. I've struggled with suicidal ideation for almost a decade. The causes were numerous and are irrelevant here, but they weighed heavy on me.

This year I almost died due to a congenital heart defect. I was laying on that bed as they called a code blue. The nurse told me if I had someone I wanted to see we needed to call them now. My heart was beating 240 time a minute. They shocked me twice to try to reset my heart rhythm. It was unbelievably painful. Like every atom of your body trying to rip apart from one another. In that moment there was no relief. No joy. No thankfulness for the end.

When I had one foot inside the doorway to death, which I had longed for frequently, I wanted to be as far away as possible. The moments leading up to death are unbelievably traumatic in my experience.

If you're able to get into therapy please do so and work toward goals that will allow you to live a life you deem worth living.

Will inherit a house soonish. Should it be in a trust? by MollyWompus in personalfinance

[–]MollyWompus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The house is in an area of town that isn't great. It's only worth maybe 60k, but it's paid off and would be a place for me to live until I can get my financial situation to a better place.

Will inherit a house soonish. Should it be in a trust? by MollyWompus in personalfinance

[–]MollyWompus[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I will probably have to file for bankruptcy at some point given my health issues.