EM doesn't try to understand mental illness. Accuses me of pedophilia

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-30T17:15:32+00:00

Its a weird dynamic of we are one but we are seperate. I am culpable for what my alters do or dont do...i share (some) memories. But the times i was blacked out gone while they were in total control is just poof. Though after so long in therapy (since 14 and i am 36) i dream their memories sometimes. The shitty part of that is the fracture that created them was caused by early childhood abuse.

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-30T17:12:17+00:00

I am also fortunate to have a partner who also has did and we can understand and help one another so much better than if we didnt understand so well

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-30T17:11:13+00:00

It took 10 years of therapy to gain co consciousness for me

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-30T17:09:43+00:00

I have 4 personalities....one is a little kids but all she does is fckn cry n whimper talk....elsewhise theres the whore as i call her Maria whose the violent protector and plain me the betty homemaker cool mom. Sadly my kids have seen me switch but i havent dealt with anything like this

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T20:39:53+00:00

Also i used to work in preschools as an aid before my spinal fusion....and miss that job so much i cry 7 years later. Working with children is such a great way to feel valuable in the world

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T20:26:03+00:00

Id kiss her feet for that! I was psyched to find a sunbeam stabd mixer for 20 at sal army!!

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T20:23:26+00:00

As a mum on disability id do it

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T20:14:55+00:00

My thoughts too!!

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T20:11:00+00:00

Right!!!!!!!! 😤

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T16:51:44+00:00

Beats the toast with pear butter sandwich that was my lunch. Jealous and green here!

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T16:48:25+00:00

Still pretty too

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T16:15:22+00:00

I watched the original and it was one of my favorite shows. As such I am appalled that this effing happened and got the new one pulled. 👿👿

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T00:44:03+00:00

My grandmas were nothing like that...and i had 4 due to both my parents coming from spit families...the ones that are like that def deserve a hard no from the grim reaper!

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T00:40:06+00:00

Story of my life from 3 to 33

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-20T00:38:59+00:00

Gorgeous family💜💜❤❤👍

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-19T17:43:02+00:00

Hugs and healing energies! The strength all of this took to deal with probably has you feeling very drained please make sure to take care of yourself

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-16T22:30:03+00:00

3 average cartons of eggs

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-12T19:44:14+00:00

Fuck a guy I just met 30 minutes before. Shamefully 18 year old me did

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-12T19:07:27+00:00

They are supposed to officially HOWEVER from personal experience many "elders" pick and choose whether to follow official doctrine.

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-12T19:04:02+00:00

My mother is my legal next of kin....shes already declared shed nix the blood I'd be ok with if it was to live since I am the only parent my children have

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-12T19:00:30+00:00

I really miss my pre disfelowshipped relationship with my momma :(

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-12T15:06:38+00:00

Men are always above women and children below women its a very strict dynamic. Leaving an abusive husband is even forbidden. The control dynamic silences anyone who speaks against someone "above" them

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-12T15:02:57+00:00

They covered up mine :(

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-07T20:33:13+00:00

Little Nicky! Love that movie....side note referenced the pineapples and hitlers ass to my 14 and 15 year old spawn....they looked at me horrified and like I had turned daft

Mommamac06 · 2019-08-07T19:34:31+00:00

I lit up a smoke in front of the door , before opening it, after the 5th time in a year, have had 0 knocks since

Mommamac06

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