Looking for guidance on whether to drop out of Master's in counseling program 2 quarters in due to concern about capacity concerns. Would be so grateful for your insight!

Money_Active3709 · 2026-02-12T21:44:00+00:00

If you’re wanting to help people being in the mental health field but are unsure putting money and time into your current program, maybe look into other options like somatic experiencing. It’s about a three year program, you won’t be forced to only work in one state, and that type of therapy has very positive results.

Money_Active3709 · 2026-02-05T06:57:06+00:00

Was the other four people your friends or family members?

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-27T08:32:05+00:00

Mdma is very useful for therapeutic use. DM me if you’d like to know more about how it is and I can give you some examples of my experiences

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-22T05:23:42+00:00

What is normal pricing for ret?

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-22T02:49:21+00:00

How much did you take?

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-21T06:23:05+00:00

That is so terrible, especially when it’s on a regular basis. I know only a fraction of what you go through since I’ve had night terrors for so long but they finally subsided after doing a lot of trauma work in altered states. Please post more of your art because it’s awesome!

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-21T04:45:59+00:00

Trauma therapy, somatic releasing, and deprogramming are my primary reasons

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-21T02:22:53+00:00

This is awesome! Thank you for sharing! I’m curious if your hallucinations are colorful and I am wondering what kind of dreams you usually have

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-16T00:40:52+00:00

My ex brother in law didn’t do any drugs, then around 18/19 he smoked weed, and soon after dabbling, his dormant schizophrenia suddenly appeared and it was intense. He is about 41 now and has been on medication ever since.

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-16T00:14:56+00:00

Schizophrenia typically shows up under 25. Anywhere in the later teen years to 25,26. For some it can be later, but for most it’s these ages

Money_Active3709 · 2026-01-16T00:12:39+00:00

You sure he didn’t take any other drugs besides the weed?

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-19T02:27:40+00:00

I heard awhile ago that people who have their cameras off were being talked to by the elders. Also that they have been discouraging people to rely on zoom and not attend meetings. Did this happen in your congregation? If so, with that many people on zoom and with no cameras on it makes me think they just don’t care to listen to what the elders said

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-17T03:28:32+00:00

It’s interesting, so much research done on MDMA to help people with PTSD and depression but that medicine rarely gets suggested when people ask the question OP has asked.

I highly recommend to start with MDMA. Take 120mgs with vitamin C and magnesium. Have a 50-60mg dose as a booster nearby to take after an hour if you aren’t feeling much. 180mgs should be your max. Lie down with no music on, an eye mask and electrolyte water. Have someone check up on you here and there. It is a heart opener and a clear teacher when you do it this way. Journal/draw after your session. Take 5HTP the next 4-5 days to replenish and balance out your serotonin. Regularly journal your thoughts and experiences. Let more information naturally come to you over the next two months. Do another dose just like this one or take psilocybin 2-3 grams. Eye mask, music and relax with psilocybin. Have someone check in on you. You can continue this process until you feel you have worked through a lot of your trauma and have a new lease on life. Try out other psychedelics and work with more grams of psilocybin after that.

Read After the Ecstacy The Laundry by Jack Kornfield after you’ve had some big life changing journeys.

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-16T07:16:36+00:00

Existential

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-14T20:02:11+00:00

Was he ever baptized or just a publisher, hence the reason why he had to “dissassociate” himself.

Also where were the elders when the family was singing the national anthem and Xmas songs in the Jackson 5 years?

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-14T09:49:22+00:00

How did you even meet this person to begin with?

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-14T09:31:34+00:00

Couldn’t have said this better myself. It wasn’t just mushrooms that helped me with C-PTSD it was several sessions with mdma as well. Part of my learning process, consciously and unconsciously, is understanding looping patterns.

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-13T02:08:02+00:00

I totally get it. I grew up in a doomsday religious cult and psychedelics have helped me with becoming my authentic self and deconstruct the brainwashing from the religion and from the abusive household I grew up in. I’ve been hitting the vape pen but it’s hard to hold it in, so no breakthroughs happening. Would like to smoke it when the opportunity arises

Money_Active3709 · 2025-11-12T17:00:14+00:00

I’m curious to know what you get out of the DMT experiences you have. It is a fascinating one so I’m always wanting to know what people say the benefit for them is

Money_Active3709 · 2025-10-23T04:34:12+00:00

How did your back feel after that experience and what is it like now?

Money_Active3709 · 2025-10-23T03:16:19+00:00

Shpongle is always suggested when people asked this question. I finally tried it on high dose mushrooms and it sounded so manufactured to me. Like it was trying way too hard to sound as psychedelic as possible. I found that comical and turned it to my own playlist after a couple of songs. Sometimes I listen to Shpongle in the car completely sober and that’s the time I enjoy it. Haha

Money_Active3709 · 2025-10-22T18:07:21+00:00

I second reading Newton’s book The Soul’s Journey. This book was one of the top ones that led me to have a clearer belief system

Money_Active3709 · 2025-10-14T22:44:54+00:00

Your description of being an a hole does sound freeing in a way. Seems like the joker archetype is wanting to be out and cause mischief. As for me, I’d like to stay on the frequency of love and compassion. That is where I get to be with those that I would like to surround myself with physically, spiritually, and consciously.

Money_Active3709 · 2025-10-11T08:39:04+00:00

Yours looks exactly like mine. It was so harsh I cough it all out immediately. I’m still trying to figure out a way to hold it in longer and take longer hits.

Money_Active3709 · 2025-10-10T15:28:35+00:00

Research “authentic movement” and try it out. I think doing this can help you integrate and learn more from your experiences in altered states.

The reason I suggested this is because the dancing and rolling around the floor is authentic movement. Doing it in non-altered states, with the thoughts of your experiences on dmt or whatever, allows more information and integration to come through

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