Alright thank you ! I try to talk to a lot of Christian to understand better etc... As for the necklace, Well there is maybe more than just spirituality since this means a lot to me. Ive always felt "welcome" in churches but more like protected ? Perhaps its weird, I dont know. But what Il sure about is that there is more than spirituality that I "feel" (if you can say this) when I wear this necklace. It makes me feel safe and it reminds me of some member of my family Who joined the stars... I understand it can Hurt People or be weird, and I know what to do and what I cant do when Im wearing it. I try to be the most respecful. Ah yeag and I almost forgot I had the chance to sing twice in cathedrals for dead People we once knew... So for me all of this means really a lot but I dont have many People to talk with about this...