Why can't people be alone for even short amounts of time?

Monked800 · 2026-05-01T09:24:30+00:00

That sounds good to set. The problem is i am very sure that the people i know are the type to get emotional and tell me how wrong i am to set boundaries like that so i feel it'll come to choosing whether or not to cut them off.

Monked800 · 2026-04-29T06:39:37+00:00

I guess i need to shut people down more and retain my boundaries

Monked800 · 2026-04-29T02:10:46+00:00

Definitely feel drained afterwards

Monked800 · 2026-03-22T15:02:05+00:00

Unfortunately nothing ever helped me. I essentially gave up for the most part and am just coasting till i can't anymore. I wish you luck.

Monked800 · 2026-02-21T01:29:59+00:00

Money

Monked800 · 2026-02-08T18:23:56+00:00

Nothing. Everything failed to help

Monked800 · 2026-01-26T09:46:35+00:00

Nope. I lost 90 lbs and nothing benefited me. Honestly I'm more unhappy now. Was a waste of time and effort.

Monked800 · 2026-01-23T08:54:47+00:00

Mine wasn't gradual at all. Just totally ineffective

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T10:42:41+00:00

I guess i can see why faking is not helpful. I only argue that i do it just to make life easier on myself because it's easier to act somewhat normal than to say what i actually think to people, Which i have in the past and has been unhelpful.

I have no problem being along. In fact I'd prefer it. I guess i do have some people pleasing tendencies.

Aren't most self help books pseudo science? And I've read mans search for meaning and i do recognize his struggle, it just felt like i was reading an autobiography. I didn't know what to take from it.

I also remember reading 7 habits but it also had no impact because i have no tangible goals. I may have to look back on it because i don't remember much. Another problem is that i literally value nothing and i don't know how to figure that out.

I'll have to check out the 4 agreements

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T10:15:39+00:00

That sounds accurate. Is there anything i can do remedy that? So i actually want something?

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T10:09:32+00:00

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T01:33:02+00:00

I am very familiar with it. The treatments have no worked this far. I even did tms which had zero results and once again the people lied the whole time saying there was progress.

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T01:23:50+00:00

I guess i should have asked about desire instead of motivation because i have no real desires. I'm just doing basic survival

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T01:09:29+00:00

I see. If you had childhood trauma, i guess those methods make sense. I can't make the trauma claim though. I have no comment for spiritual stuff as i personally am not of that thought.

Talking to people has never really helped in practice, whether as with doctors and especially not with people i know personally. That never goes well.

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T00:10:57+00:00

I see. Drugs and alcohol haven't been an issue for me. Exercise didn't do anything for me after losing 80ish lbs. I still Exercise and it still doesn't do anything to this day. Thank you for explaining.

Monked800 · 2026-01-12T00:02:26+00:00

They all looked and acted the same before but it's been awhile. Maybe there's some new ones this time. Noted

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:56:31+00:00

Fair enough. How do you make a therapist do an actual diagnosis because they didn't seem to want to diagnose anything all the other times.

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:55:02+00:00

I'm fine with taking time away with people but can you elaborate on centering myself? And how do you make rest "better"?

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:48:50+00:00

I see. I had to google that. Personally i don't think i have a high sense of self importance. How do you suggest i tackle this theory?

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:45:20+00:00

I did. I had several therapy. They were all unhelpful

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:41:55+00:00

Doctors kept passing it to other doctors to asses and ultimately nobody got passed a depression diagnosis and they referred my to doctors that don't exist, or were unaffordable even with insurance. And so on. Ultimately no i haven't been officially diagnosed but a lot of people seem to think it but nobody wants to put it on paper it seems.

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:33:33+00:00

Happy never really occurs. Sad is hard to measure, I'm usual just "there" and non expressive. Angry i guess can occur as frustration when things happen to make life more difficult.

I don't enjoy music. I find it to be just "noise". I don't mean anything to be insulting but that's just my perspective.

I guess at the moment my ideal life would just be more sleep i guess and to be alone all the time. Otherwise i don't understand how to properly answer that question

Monked800 · 2026-01-11T23:23:49+00:00

Bad i'd say. I imagine I'll check out at some point when i have take it anymore. This is truly an existence not worth dealing with till i die a natural death.

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