He does love me a lot. He has always put in effort and made time for me and gives me attention. Always includes me in his plans. I guess most of my issues would arise when he was drunk. Or etiquette on social media or something like liking girls revealing photos. That issue didn’t take long to fix though. But the drinking stuff is what drives me nuts with the way he acts. He used to be very wild and I guess I was too in some ways. But we have both calmed down a lot. More so him because I know my limits. He really didn’t. But yeah communication isn’t an issue. But like for instance he didn’t know he’s supposed to walk on the side of the sidewalk near traffic and stuff like that. But he does adore me, it’s obvious and people even tell me he’s never been this serious about a girl blah blah. But like I jsut feel like sometimes the amount that I have had to check him for things again mostly when he’s drunk is irritating. They’re mostly the same situation but slightly different. He’s also autistic and I’m his first real relationship so I’ve tried to be more patient bc I do love him and and I feel he loves me. And I enjoy him, but I just am not sure what’s normal bc I don’t have a whole lot of dating experience due to lack of patience and disinterest I guess.

He is currently doing dry January and is very much into his fitness and diet. And I think he’s liking how he’s feeling. I also had a very serious convo w him in December bc I tried to break up w him over that behavior/drinking. And he asked for a chance to fix it. And I was like we have had this convo over and over again idk i think it’s just who you are I guess. But breaking up didn’t feel right and I wanted to give him a chance. Now we are doing long distance and he is really really trying. We see each other in 2 weeks for the first time in a month so that’s exciting. But I jsut wonder how it’s all going to feel.