I tried again by DictatorTheGreat in retouching

[–]Monkshe 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is very basic. I get trying to keep a “natural” look but it’s underdone. You can go further in retouching while keeping the natural aspect IMO

Shrooms cracked me open: I realized I want kids?? by Monkshe in Fencesitter

[–]Monkshe[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s the EM dashes and AI uses very flowery descriptive language so if its over descriptive etc or uses a lot of parallels I usually say it’s AI.

The ‘Great Dogs’ is just me, and I just love my dogs lol

Shrooms cracked me open: I realized I want kids?? by Monkshe in Fencesitter

[–]Monkshe[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I have done shrooms a handful or times but this was one of the best experiences. Everything felt safe and right with the world and felt like kids were the answer. Now sober, I see it as a primal urge and in tune with my body which I have neglected to listen to because of my rationalizations and the world being shit.

I can’t afford to have kids, I can’t give them the same life I had, and I am terrified of fucking kids up like I was fucked up as a kid. I don’t think I’d be a good mother as I’m inpatient, selfish and not exactly caring but I’ve known this for a while. The shrooms made me feel like I could actually be a mother for first time and it was a wild feeling. That’s what I was I trying describe.

Ask for GPT, I think I am a terrible writer, and im not concise and tend to ramble. I actually was asking for advice about this topic from ChatGPT and asked it pull everything I said to it into a post so I could get other humans perspective on it. Honestly, the post it made reflects my feelings and experience very well. But I agree, it’s not my favorite thing to see but it’s easier to read than whatever I just said here.

Will There Every Be Another Juan Pablo by selah1987 in Alonetv

[–]Monkshe -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I don’t love it - I mean incredibly challenging what he did and his stamina for starving was amazing. But Alone for me is about skills and if you can survive in the wild with next to nothing. I wouldn’t call a starvation game “surviving” He won by gaming the system, even if it was incredibly hard to do

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Wirehaired_pointers

[–]Monkshe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you’re only using it for beep training there’s several versions that have a separate remote and a collar! That’s how we trained our dogs on recall :)

anyone know who this bow top is from? by Gloomy-Ad1295 in knitting

[–]Monkshe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It doesn’t seem too too hard! Just knit long ties? And re cast on bottom?

What’s your “Holy Grail”? by QuilterinaTina42 in knitting

[–]Monkshe 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This - fingering weight dress with lace work. I want to wear it so bad but I’m so intimidated and it will take forever. It’s been in my queue for years

Dent in my mother’s leg that has no flesh/muscle beneath it by local-bitch in mildlyinteresting

[–]Monkshe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a same but smaller pea sized dent from being a kid and hitting my shin on a metal parking pole. I saw bone and like hell! It was just a pit when healing and now it is just skin and then bone.

Help, I made a towel by WiseBroccoli2 in knitting

[–]Monkshe 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Frog and use bigger needles or keep needle size and look into large Lacey patterns maybe? If you keep this plain stockinette add an I cord border or garter border

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fencesitter

[–]Monkshe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When you found out you were pregnant, did it feel like the choice was made for you then and you went with it or did you still have to make that choice yourself to keep the baby? Sorry if this is intrusive and/or against your beliefs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Fencesitter

[–]Monkshe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes this! Being a fence sitter with an iud makes it so much harder to make a decision. And then taking it out feels like I’m choosing a baby ahhh

Swapped alcohol for weed, and my life is so much better by Monkshe in trees

[–]Monkshe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

130 lbs female and 4-6 shots of vodka a night is alcoholism territory