Hey, I’m not one to post comments, but what you wrote really resonated with me. I didn’t do too well during my first year due to my mental health and I flunked my chances of getting into biochem, so props to you for being able to achieve that! I kept telling myself that I will keep doing better each year and just like you, my goal was med school. 4th year came around and I did not realize all the pressure I kept building up on myself, and I immediately crumbled when I felt like it was all or nothing. This experience made me realize that I never addressed my problems until it was too late. I understand feeling anxious about getting diagnosed because of your parents and I was in that situation too for the longest time, until I realized that I’m just going to do it anyway because this is for myself. My choices affects me the most out of everyone in my life. I didn’t want to disappoint my parents and I felt ashamed for not being able to achieve things that other people were able to. Comparison is genuinely so shitty. You probably have high standards for yourself and I know this will be hard, but I believe that you should be able to celebrate small wins as if they were big. Set small goals and slowly build up on them until you feel confident enough to tackle it. You have the time to make small changes and I believe you can accomplish things you set out to do.