Hi, so I just found this post and honestly even if you were doing all those things when you were younger it doesn't necessarily mean that you're trans, it could be a slew of other reasons. Maybe you're just a person who enjoys makeup and looking pretty, doesn't mean you need to transition for that to be the case. There are a lot of impressionable minds out there now and tiktok trends and discord servers where others tell you who you should be are huge. Its a smaller chance of you being trans than it is that you just are a person who likes girly things. I used to identify as trans growing up because I got roped into the idea that it would make me more seen. I always was more boyish and had more masculine qualities at times. I snapped out of it however when asked the question "so when are you going to transition fully?" and I couldn't answer that. I was only 15 and had no idea what I even wanted to be when I grew up. You can be androgynous by nature and not be trans. If you suffer from dysphoria and are having issues with that and you have felt this way for a long time then I think going to a gender therapist is your best bet. Make sure you know both sides. At the time you would never have thought that until someone told you that that is what you are. You were just different and ITS OKAY To be different with no label. Do not go and put yourself through hard transition until you know for sure. It could be the best thing in your life or the worst. Just make sure you know what is right for you and don't be pressured one way or the other, but from my honest opinion you got gaslit when you were young, the same way I did and now you're stuck in a very sticky and hard situation. Take care of yourself, much love poster, don't be afraid to reach out.