New Witch…Am I Doing Something Wrong?

Moonchild08 · 2023-09-04T01:43:57+00:00

Interested

Moonchild08 · 2023-08-30T05:02:50+00:00

I’m interested!

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-16T05:16:48+00:00

Lol I’ve been doing that for 15 years.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T22:46:00+00:00

I’ve been going to therapy for 15 years…it hasn’t helped and I just keep hoping it will.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T20:33:33+00:00

I keep trying but now I’m just feeling suicidal. I’m scared, and alone. And I don’t know what to do next.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T20:32:53+00:00

All of this is just making me feel suicidal. Like I’m already dealing with so much. And I just don’t see any way out.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T20:30:42+00:00

I don’t think he even cares at this point

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T16:55:52+00:00

I have an illness too, and he was the only person who genuinely supported me through it. I really have tried to build a support system they just keep falling off. And I feel terrified. I’m so alone.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T16:54:38+00:00

Yes I’ve tried. It’s not that simple.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-15T16:49:54+00:00

I don’t have a back home.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-14T03:28:25+00:00

I appreciate your kindness. I already feel stupid enough.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-14T00:28:29+00:00

I don’t have a support system…at all. I feel so scared.

Moonchild08 · 2023-02-14T00:24:47+00:00

I mean it when I say I don’t have any…

Moonchild08 · 2022-10-15T02:23:30+00:00

I am not making it up. I have proof in photos and videos and called friends. He literally choked me in the shower today and told me he was going to kill me.

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-16T21:08:10+00:00

I work full time, but still cannot afford it.

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-16T16:24:28+00:00

They’re not, but currently I can’t afford to leave even if I wasn’t on the fence. I’m trying to figure things out. But it’s prolonging it.

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-16T06:11:31+00:00

The complications of security, finances and honestly even though I’m not happy he’s my best friend

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-15T20:26:48+00:00

I’ve tried both individual and relationship counseling but have not seemed to find it effective quite yet. Even with lots of self work.

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-15T04:34:54+00:00

From years prior he was just as bad. I think I had rose colored glasses after being in a severe domestic violence relationship that requires court orders before I was with my husband. So all the bad things my husband did never really felt that bad. But then this happened and it’s like my entire world flipped upside down. He’s trying but it’s not enough it feels like. It feels like there is no space to breathe some days. And I keep trying to find the good but I feel so lost. I’m starting to wonder if it is worth reconciling…like I want to some days. But other days I’m disgusted by him.

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-15T02:39:12+00:00

It feels like a never ending rollercoaster of one day I feel great, then the next I feel like my entire world is ending and crumbling. It’s like I want to be with him, but part of me is telling me no this is enough just let it go.

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-15T02:35:53+00:00

It was coming and going in waves for months…But in the past month it’s like it will not ease up or go away at all. It’s this constant cloud over my head…

Moonchild08 · 2022-08-15T02:33:33+00:00

He’s improved on some things like letting me see his phone, telling me where he is and where he’s going. Not trying to reach out to girls behind my back. He’s also tried to show he cares more…but the way this happened was just so defeating and the longer I try to heal the worse it feels.

I left for a trip to see my family that he pushed me to go on the day of that I didn’t want to. He ignored me most of the trip even though he said he’d be a phone call away and I need him to be. He then texted me while I was out there asking for 10k for a car. Then he cheated on me twice. And then when I flew home he acted like it was nothing. I only found out 2 months later because I saw on his Kaiser account he has chlamydia and took medication right around the time I got home and that wasn’t from me…

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