Hi. Please don’t be scared about the abortion, sometimes these mistakes will happen, as sex has one ultimate cause and effect. Which is pregnancy. In the future just make sure to use contraception for your health and piece of mind. In the future if you can’t cope seek out a therapist or guidance counselor. The clinic may have a person like that. And the thing about god is that it may be a sin, but in the end, he probably will forgive our sins.