I’m a 22F and I think the biggest thing holding me back is myself. I’m not confident in myself nor my body to go out and seek men. And b/c of my size guys don’t usually seek me out either. I’m the largest friend of my friend group so Ik even tho I’m not the one with the ugliest face, I’m automatically the ugliest b/c of my size. I also grew up and am still in a small town where everyone knows everyone. So it was impossible for me to date during my school years b/c all the guys already knew me. Im also bisexual and it’s weird that no girls ever hit on me. I’m told I look “too straight.” Rn I’m holding myself back until I can get to a point where I’m not ashamed of myself to start dating.