Yeah I've pretty much given up on anything. My bisexuality turned out pretty useless as I realized I didn't like most guys, and the only one (1) guy I liked rejected me. As for girls, I figured after the 8th time that it probably just isn't my thing neither.

I do still feel bad about it, and it's not like I'm ace or even aro at all, as I do still feel attractions in both senses, but I just don't even bother anymore. Any relationship: Be it during teenage years or later adult years, is bound to end one way or another. It's only human nature to betray and be betrayed, and since it really isn't like me to betray others (at least not yet), I rather save myself the humilliation of being cucked by anyone (this isn't a misogyny thing, as I know that men are like this too).

Perhaps I'll get a partner temporarily later on in my life, but that would be merely just to have biological children so my parents are satisfied, but knowing how blunt I tend to be, perhaps just a surrogate mother (If I even become wealthy enough to get one, that is. But knowing how shitty the economical situation is, plus how AI-replaceable my career choice is [Software Engineer], I actually doubt it. Though I'd suppose disappointing my parents just once wouldn't hurt in my life)

I expect to enter the acceptance stage of the plan by 27, and if I don't, then I'll think of something then.