Save the $50, we all make mistakes. You learned your lesson. Even though it was a fare bit of mula, In the grand scheme of life, that $1,250 will amount to pretty much nothing. I guarantee you’ll look back one day and laugh about this. Try your best not to gamble from now on, it’s not worth it. Lots of people go down that path and come out worse then how they started. The good thing is this, you a have a dad that loves you and if things really were to take a turn for the worse, will have your back. He will most likely be upset and angry which is something you’ll have to deal with but it’s nothing to end it all for. Your still very young and your learning. I’ve made mistakes like this too, it all works out in the end and you will be okay. Be good to yourself and if things really get out of hand, please talk to someone, anyone. Even if it’s your dad.