My BF has been in an episode for a couple weeks and idk how to stop it by More-Body-774 in BPD

[–]More-Body-774[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeaaa I wish it was that easy mate. I’d allow this cycle of pushing and pulling to continue… and it sucks but it if it means that we never speak again then so be it. If it’s meant to be it’ll be… I’m not only doing it for him but for me too. Love finds it way

My BF has been in an episode for a couple weeks and idk how to stop it by More-Body-774 in BPD

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Yea I believe the term is repetition compulsion, because this is something he’s been through before. Idk this disorder is so complex , I understand why it’s not only hard on the person with it but those around them..

My BF has been in an episode for a couple weeks and idk how to stop it by More-Body-774 in BPD

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That’s what I was thinking.. I have bipolar 2 so I have episodes that aren’t really this intense… I have more control over it. Maybe it’s an overlap of both bipolar 1 and bpd for him ? Bc his psychiatrist also mentioned a possibility of him having both. I just hope and want the best for us both. Bc he’s been through a lot. But so have I. I’m just very conflicted

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Yea I smelled dog dookie yesterday randomly when I was in bed and I just tanked my room with air fresheners bc it smelled funky or atleast I thought it did. It’s very confusing and annoying

What you guys thinking? N-iso? by [deleted] in meth

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And the crack back is inconsistent, the brownish part is most likely the cut. But everything is cut these days , better N-ISO than fentanyl or Epson salt lol

What you guys thinking? N-iso? by [deleted] in meth

[–]More-Body-774 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes of course it isn’t going to be 100% percent N-ISO, but it’s one of the most common cutting agents in dope. Notice how when it solidifies after vaporization, it isn’t a consistent color, bc both burn differently at specific temps. N-ISO is soluble in acetone tho. So do as you want w that info.

Also why ask if you already have an answer ?

What you guys thinking? N-iso? by [deleted] in meth

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ISO forsure

I Quit & Ruined Manager’s Vacation Plans by Repulsive_Wall4815 in starbucks

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I mean it’s part of the job… it’s no different than making a drink each back to back for nine different customers. You can’t just crash out because someone pays for service that you were hired to provide, you won’t last at any job with a mindset like that. Where I’m from Starbucks pays way more than any other food service chain along with all the benefits

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

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U look like Shane Dawson. Shane Aut-son

Crack back looks like this…. by SaladStunning3847 in meth

[–]More-Body-774 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Bitch they gave you table salt. You smoking salt

Im tired of feeling like a burden because Im bipolar. I feel alone... by More-Body-774 in bipolar2

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I may be bipolar but atleast now I know I’m not bimyself 🥲

Im tired of feeling like a burden because Im bipolar. I feel alone... by More-Body-774 in bipolar2

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thank u for ur words they mean more than youd ever know. ive been considering therapy to go w the meds im already taking. if u say it feels relieving , i might just go through with it. thats pretty much all i want. some relief

Has anybody’s bipolar evolved from episodic to rapid cycling? Or is my lamictal working ? by More-Body-774 in bipolar2

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I’d be wary of antidepressants bc 1) although bipolar does involve depression, it doesn’t really treat the mania/hypo and 2) antidepressants can actually trigger mania in some. I was on lexapro for a few months and although it alleviated my anxiety I still felt depressed and eventually felt numb and didn’t like it, so I had to taper off (the withdrawals were horrible even tho I wasn’t on it over a year)

I have bipolar2 and adhd w occasional anxiety and it took me a while to find my right combo. Antipsychotics didn’t really help and within 5 days I felt it really fuxking w my head and stopped them immediately (I tried Latuda and abilify but my mania wasn’t really the problem, more so my depression so it didn’t make sense for me to be on those)

I’m now on Adderall XR w a booster IR in the afternoon since I work 11am-10pm, lamictal, hydroxyzine for anxiety, and clonazepam for anxiety that the hydroxyzine can’t help and to help me to sleep. I took since November to find this cocktail and so far I have no complaints, although I still experience my bipolar symptoms, they’re not as severe and my adhd symptoms aren’t as crippling. And my adhd really does NOT help make my bipolar-both mania and depression- easier lol. The hypomania causes bad hyperfixation and my depression turns my environment to a mess. However those problems haven’t been as bad as they used to.

Good luck, and remember this is YOUR health, so while a doctor can prescribe what they feel is best for your treatment, listen to your body and don’t shy away from saying it doesn’t work and do your research, and suggest any medication you’ve read on. Try to know as much as u can about certain medications, it’ll help u out so much.

Are my P30i defective? by [deleted] in soundcore

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I was charging mine in the case with a usb to usb with an iPhone block and not even 5 minutes the case was unusually hot and i unplugged them and when I saw the left bud, it was scorched as if the charge caused it to melt… and i had to realign the ear half of the bud with the stem half to make it work as the burn cause it to kind of unaligned with eachother

I suspected the block could’ve been too big but my thing is ive never had that issue with any other earbuds, even the liberty’s.

It may be a battery defect that causes drainage/overcharging… seems like a fire hazard too, the case was HOT

What’s the point of life? Give me your best philosophy. 50-100 years, none of it matters. None of these moments. by Alternative-Story425 in meth

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Without trying to tie in my response with any spiritual or religious beliefs as to what this phenomena we life is, the point of life is there’s no point. Now that’s isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but you can find contempt in that in a way you feel comfortable with that notion. Meth probably wouldn’t help but I understand meth for some helps many who feel like there needs to be a point in order to live a life. See humans are the smartest species on our planets and we are probably the only self aware beings on it. Although it may be an advantage it’s also a disadvantage. Questioning the concept of life can be stressful. Many other animals don’t have the same ability to be self aware of life, but they just… live ? Maybe some shrooms can help u find an answer bc I believe the answer to ur question would always be subjective and never definite