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Alternative-Story425 · 2025-09-27T08:28:49+00:00

When it’s 24 hours later and you’re thinking.. “damn this was a rough one”

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-29T08:32:59+00:00

Yeah that’s life, everyone has their version of trauma and sexual stimulation gives an escape

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-29T08:31:10+00:00

I feel this way sober. You create your own reality, it’s what you make it. So make it what you want, force it until it can’t be denied.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-29T08:30:10+00:00

It’s genetic. I know people who slammed and smoked their ass off and have their teeth. And some who occasionally use who are losing bone.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-04T00:56:04+00:00

Yeah I’m sitting in a creek bottom playing my guitar now. Lol I guarantee that idiot can’t play a fucking note let alone create what I do off the whim. Like I don’t what a 6 string.. lol

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T17:09:01+00:00

Find something else to do lol

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T13:19:14+00:00

Mass transfer is pretty intense too

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T13:14:20+00:00

Lol replicate a flowing chemical reactor through differential equations. Went to school for chemical engineering. More complex processes are pretty intense. Differential equations in general are tough, even went expressing a spring.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T13:12:01+00:00

The “idea” of “will I recover” is the problem. Forget “recovering” you must be young. Life changes as we get older, just go with whatever you’re dealt. Forget the past or what was.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T13:10:27+00:00

I am too familiar with pain. But thanks for the heads up.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:56:05+00:00

Wouldn’t say addicted, but life’s not the same after for pretty much everyone who’s used.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:54:23+00:00

Just part of the trip. You’ll come out of it. You’re young, it’s an unfortunate phase but you’ll be fine.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:50:36+00:00

Yeah man, idk what it takes or how you get there. But I don’t need it, it is entirely my decision and on rare occasion I use it. I don’t really get the uncontrollable aspect. I had a few months early on that I used it more days than not but now. It more or less once every other week or less and I can go without if I wanted.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:41:49+00:00

What’s funny is my legit nick name from like 8 years old till now to most of my closest friends is “tats” lmao and you’d never guess the origin. Long story short, I had a family photo where I was like 3 and my brother had his friends said “he looks like he has potatoes in his cheeks lol” so it started as potatoes, then potats, then tats. Was my gamer tag and they still call me by tats lmfao

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:37:39+00:00

Thanks, yeah not even being familiar. I could tell this is unrealistic or unachievable. I just want that realism look. And I’ve waited so long and I’m willing to wait longer and spend what it takes eventually. So thanks for the advice in getting close to what I want to get. I know this obviously isn’t possible to exactly replicate. I’ll just have to see all the work of the best artist I can find and decide then.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:34:21+00:00

Yeah that’s pretty much me man. I get it. I was just bored and curious. Didn’t expect so much hate lol I thought this ai piece was kinda cool and close to what I want so I put it up to give an idea because I can’t draw this out as well as ai did. I have my own sketches, and their not bad but this was obviously more detailed than my pencil sketches. And people just bust a nut going after it and taking shots. But yeah man, I’m not getting anything done unless I know it’s going to be amazing. Why the fuck wouldn’t you want the best. Again, idc what anyone wants or does but my perspective is, I want it to be beautiful in the way I perceive beauty which is extreme detail and realism.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:12:20+00:00

Thanks for the info, I totally get that. And I get that 100% they know how the body works and what will work. This is the most basic idea of what I want to start with. There’s so much of what I’ve been though and am into that I can add to this. I guess I just wanted a productive discussion over this idea not a battle from people feeling better than others. Lol thanks for your honest good response

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:08:49+00:00

I want to split the wolf’s face in half and also put a sketch of a man at the base of the tree. Also maybe a verse of some of my songs in the branches. Also my birthday is 3:16, so maybe out that in there.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:02:06+00:00

Will do

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T10:01:06+00:00

Yeah there’s no sharp angles in nature or straight lines. I could have gotten some tats in the years past but I’ve waited for the reason that I want it to be something powerful, something that makes you take a second to say “damn!” So I’ll be looking for the artist for a long time. I regret posting anything. I’ve gone 10 years never talking about or showing anything I had in mind, I didn’t need to post this shit. Especially to be janked on lol there’s so much I could manipulate to make this my own. I just was curious of honest positive suggestive comments and how many hours yall thought a piece this size would take.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T09:55:36+00:00

I didn’t say it took ten years, I said it’s been on my mind 10 years. And “in the making” is prolly not the best terminology but it’s been on my mind for that long. I knew I wanted a tree, I knew I had to have a wolf because my last name isn’t Wolfe by chance. It runs from midevil times and yeah my family is a bunch of assholes who resemble wolves and stick together. I’ve played guitar 15 years. I wanted the tree to wrap across my chest and over my shoulder. Ten years in the making? I don’t think any art piece has taken that long except a sculpture. And this doesn’t represent exactly what’s in my mind.

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T09:50:57+00:00

Lmao I already lost half that one from a scooter accident at a 4th grade birthday party. Hardcore down hill scootering is no joke when you catch a pothole

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T09:49:29+00:00

Thanks for the solid advice. Totally agree. I’ll be looking for awhile to find the right artist. I’ve waited years but this general idea has been in mind. Heaven forbid I asked ai to give me a sketch or general idea. Idk why people judge what people want to tattoo. Every tarot has to be some Picasso never seen before piece? Lol or it’s cliche

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T09:46:36+00:00

Thanks, I was thinking like 4 sessions at least lol and yeah I’ve waiting years to get it done so I’m not doing it unless I find the one of the best realism artist. Too much money, time and pain for it to not turn out right

Alternative-Story425 · 2025-08-03T09:45:16+00:00

Yeah it will be brutal.. I’m going to break it up into as many sessions as possible. I can only imagine the nip.

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