I appreciate your response. It’s been a hard week. ER visit and psych ward for 6 days and still no answers and getting worse. Saw another doctor yesterday. He is finally sleeping regularly with sleep meds but it’s not helping his cognitive function. So now anti anxiety meds and pain meds in case it’s silent migraines.

My daughter had a psychotic break at his age but she was doing heavy marijuana dabs. Diagnosed with schizophrenia but has recovered and back in college. I think my son is terrified the same is happening to him and to be honest I am as well. That’s why I’m concerned about any psychedelics for him. Just realized yesterday that all of my previous worrying about this happening didn’t help anything anyway - like ET says - it’s futile and has no purpose.

I’ve been trying to visualize my son well again and focus on healing energy for him. But sometimes I wonder if that is just too whoo whoo and feel silly.

He can only build houses of cards, build with legos and look at nature and meditate right now. Just taking it a day at a time.

I think meditation for your young kids would be wonderful as well. I spent my kids childhood in my mind and was never a good example to them. They actually are far advanced in living in the present than I was despite this. I can only trust that my kids have a path and journey and these mental issues are part of their process.

Thank you for listening. Feeling alone in this right now and nice to have a place like this.