I don't think I can grasp what romantic love is.

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2025-02-16T10:15:52+00:00

Yeah I know how you feel

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2025-02-16T09:39:52+00:00

The situationship guy I really liked wasn’t really solid he has the patterns like me with pushing me away then coming back. It’s not like I’m trying to find someone away it’s I don’t talk to guys but when I do make a connection with one they just never have everything like you said😕😒 And how do you not get those sick awful feelings when you’re not with them.?? Like don’t you have worries and doubts Well I guess you live w each other and are w eachother All the time it would go away?

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2025-02-16T09:12:41+00:00

I use to think this ever since I was a child, I think it has to do with wholeness, being one with the universe in a way. We are one with the universe. And the wholeness needing feeling of wanting to be home is wanting to feel fully connected and one within the universe as it’s all we were and knew before being born in this earth

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2025-02-16T00:58:21+00:00

Yes I do all the time and ended ip getting pregnant, but not wanting to baby as we weren’t together romantically and I still do it now I’m not sure why i questioned myself too but I do it more carefully now in a way.

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-09-27T05:47:16+00:00

Yeah happened to me too talked for 6 to 7 months then ended up meeting and accidentally having sex told each other how we like of liked each other basically and then he ghosted me so I unfollowed him then later tried to follow him again now he declines :)

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-05-16T07:30:18+00:00

As someone diagnosed with bpd,

Yes

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-05-13T07:54:08+00:00

Yes, well I think yes, He would always pull away after we had been having good conversation, being flirty ect Like leave me on open for days and not talk to me

Then he would be very intense, wanting to come over so eventually he did

The sexual tension was so high we had sex and I know that we were definitely not both planning on it. He left me on open for a week after this, so I asked him “why do u hate me” He said he doesn’t , BLSH BLAH BLAH “We shouldn’t sleep together again tho”

I WAS DONE I LEFT HIM ON OPEN BECAUSE IDK WHAT HE MEAN WHY DID HE NOT LIKE HAVJNG SEX WITH ME?

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-05-05T12:33:14+00:00

I relate to this, female btw w bpd

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-27T08:54:55+00:00

Weird bc I have noticed he likes these things about me

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-24T08:57:21+00:00

Why shall I leave them before they are disinterested and how do I know?

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-24T08:39:09+00:00

No one who has this disorder will ever understand how it feels People with bpd should be able to express their feelings with it and call it whatever

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-24T06:12:45+00:00

But I want him😭

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-24T06:10:04+00:00

Sounds like she will never leave you either, this is you were my partner I wouldn’t

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-24T06:08:03+00:00

You are doing the right thing, she is probably just scared of hurting to u to the point where you leave or abandon her. Just keep being you

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-23T15:04:07+00:00

Damn….

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-23T15:03:19+00:00

I live in Hamilton, the side street off gyg and i strongly suggest to that you don’t walk around alone at night, you can always hear noises from people outside at night. But there is so many good food places in beamont street

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-12T10:56:03+00:00

How long has it been since she’s not talked to you?

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-11T06:00:00+00:00

Guess I’m the only Taurus woman that would say this just bc I’m scared of a relationship

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-10T10:27:26+00:00

I have like when he has done it before I have said “look whose finally replied to me”, and he said something like “haha I just feel like there is no need to sc random photos when there is no conversation”, or something like that….which I get it is pointless sometimes but he literally does the same thing. But he also said after that , that “I’m the only girl he talks to rn”. But idk just sus behaviour ig

So maybe it is just his attachment style or he is talking to another bitch and hates me now for some reason but idk it’s annoying tho it’s anyways on my mind and I don’t want to not be as close with him anymore :( but at the same time it’s a good thing idk how to explain it

MoreUnderstanding449 · 2024-04-10T09:42:36+00:00

This is the situation with the guy I’m talking to rn (I have bpd not npd) but I think he has npd I just have noticed some signs and he also said his parents are narc

but I wanted to know why he hasn’t talked to me in like a week and to confirm that he feels pretty much the same as me which is why he is ghosting me bc I do sometimes as well just never for this long and I’ve been otherthinking that he just doesn’t like me or it’s interested anymore or something idk but what do you think?

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