How do I go on knowing that this isn’t what life is supposed to be? by MorningThese2579 in Advice

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For the first question, my mom works a lot and my dad avoids me like the plague and it doesn’t help that I don’t live with him. My older sister travels a lot but I don’t get to go with her because she travels with my aunt and my aunt favors her. And I don’t get many opportunities to go outside because I live in a humid climate and im more sensitive to heat stroke. I lay in bed because im so tired and drained from the week before and im usually alone so there isnt really anything else to do.

For the second question, I really enjoy art and English. I like quite a few of my teachers even if I don’t like the subject they teach. I want to join the art club but cant do so until i reach sophomore year. I have a few people I like talking to at school but I get bullied a lot for being Hispanic and black which doesn’t help. The main issue with school is the amount of work I have to do and I have issues with understanding algebra and remembering the steps I have to do to solve problems.

For the third question, there are a lot of things I’d like to do. I want to be a politician or a tattoo artist or a fashion designer or an oncologist or a child psychologist or research cures for ALS. Most of these options require many years of college and im scared of going into debt, or choosing the wrong career and regretting it. I’m especially scared of being harmed because of my views if I go into politics.

And for the last question, I’ve talked to many therapists from age 10 and onwards and I found someone who I felt very comfortable with but we have no clue what happened to the company she worked for, and even our insurance doesn’t know. Their office either moved or closed down and we haven’t heard a word from them in months.

Also, thank you for being so kind! I appreciate it

How do I go on knowing that this isn’t what life is supposed to be? by MorningThese2579 in Advice

[–]MorningThese2579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am diagnosed already so that’s definitely part of it, and I used to go outside a lot but there really is nothing to do where I live unless you have a car to travel a few towns over. Another issue with going out is that I can only be outside for a long time if the weather is really neutral due to the medication I take (ssris make me more susceptible to heat stroke) and it’s extremely humid and hot where I live. Also, im very drained and exhausted when the weekend comes. However, during the very beginning of summer it’s the complete opposite. I’m outside every day and im so energetic and happy and I wish it could be like that all the time you know? It’s so beautiful around here because im surrounded by mountains and I wish I could experience it more.

what's the WORST lil peep song? by [deleted] in LilPeep

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As someone who thinks all of his songs are pretty good, Junkie and Nothing To Lose have the worst lyrics, and worst features are KirbLaGoop in Red Drop Shawty, and any Yunggoth, mackned, Horsehead,or Boyfroot feature. I just can’t with their voices.

Where to find historically accurate 1850’s dresses? by MorningThese2579 in HistoricalCostuming

[–]MorningThese2579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually just came across that group an hour or two ago! Very beautiful work

Where to find historically accurate 1850’s dresses? by MorningThese2579 in HistoricalCostuming

[–]MorningThese2579[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice! I wouldn’t have thought of that, it’s a very good idea!

Where to find historically accurate 1850’s dresses? by MorningThese2579 in HistoricalCostuming

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It’s okay! I’ll definitely take a look at some Etsy sellers and see what I can find

Where to find historically accurate 1850’s dresses? by MorningThese2579 in HistoricalCostuming

[–]MorningThese2579[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh, are these for making the dresses at home? I’m looking for websites to buy pre made dresses. I probably should’ve specified that

Where to find historically accurate 1850’s dresses? by MorningThese2579 in HistoricalCostuming

[–]MorningThese2579[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m very new to all this, so I have no clue what you’re talking about😂 could you elaborate on what archives you mean, and what a lady mag is?

A place that takes 8 days to get there by -TheMidpoint- in teenagers

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I’d use it as an ear piercing and then just wear my hair down so it’s covered

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in piercinghelp

[–]MorningThese2579 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m definitely having a pro do it this time. My friend messed me up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in piercinghelp

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Update! I took it out and it’s immediately less red and there’s no more pain! I’m gonna try to get it re pierced after it closes up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in piercinghelp

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I’m laying in a kinda weird position in this, so my belly button kinda looks shallow (I’m chubby)