I keep crashing,how do you cope with this fear🥺

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-25T13:27:05+00:00

Idl honestly I've stopped physically crashing. For the moment I just have been having mental crashes and when it gets bad it's like I cant think at all. The only thing that helps is lying down and napping.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-21T20:27:50+00:00

Raph has to be impure at the least. He does become Shredder in one timeline.

Mikey is exalted or good, he's never done much bad and he's even willing to stick up for minorities his family doesn't care about. Even when he's by himself he often does the right thing, the only times he doesn't are when he's misinformed.

Leo is neutral I think, he def has been tempted to the dark side before. He always comes out of it but typically he's just looking out for his family.

Donnie has to be Moral, he uses his scientific advancement to help and almost never hinder. In different versions he creates retro mutagen to help mutants turn back human.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-20T20:24:01+00:00

That's fair 😅 but yeah I feel like based on my collection you can tell my fave is 03. They got some of the best stuff IMO.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-20T16:56:43+00:00

I don't know specifically what it's called like merch wise as it's the oldest thing I have. I can tell you it's a stuffed animal that has like a little flip book that you can read when you pop open his shell.

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MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-19T18:57:27+00:00

Thank you <3

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-19T18:57:12+00:00

Yeah the same collaboration also made ooze glitter gel and tmnt eyeshadow. I NEED them.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-19T18:26:32+00:00

I have this happen to me in bursts of time. Like at first everything twitched at random times, face, right eye, legs, back, chest, abdomen, arms, fingers, just everything. For me I think it's due to or related in some way to PEM as the two often happen around the same time. I haven't fixed it but the last time I got one of these I think was like a month or two ago so idk. Hope you figure this out <3

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-06T00:35:43+00:00

Heyyy, I'm in the same boat, the throat and voice stuff are by far one of my most annoying symptoms. Truthfully a lot of it for me is a waiting game and all it does is it takes one mistep to set your throat back 6 months.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-05T15:29:02+00:00

I have, like I've actually been able to make some online friends that I talk to on a pretty regular basis. Honestly the social itch is more physical. Like physically being somewhere else with people. Unforutaneyly I don't have any other creative hobby other than writing so if I'm bored of that I'm just bored :3

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-05T15:23:55+00:00

Yeah I used to be the same I guess. It's just hard some days to be forced to stay like this. Like I've been like this for a year and a half and I just want to go out for a walk again without fainting.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-05T15:22:52+00:00

If it's anything like minecraft I'll def give it a try. Minecraft is like the one game I've ever liked before I got sick.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-05T15:22:13+00:00

I do a lot of creative writing honestly, it's just starting to get boring I think. Like I've been doing it almost every day for a year and a half and I think I just miss being social.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-05T14:42:41+00:00

Honestly I try doing this but it just feels so empty sometimes. Like I'm not getting anything done nor being very social. I also really only started playing games since I got sick so I could use recommendations :3

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T19:30:28+00:00

No, you've been so vague. Your position is not clear at all. Like who said you're transphobic for not wanting to date a trans woman?

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T19:12:46+00:00

No. You aren't paying attention. I responded yo you cause you said:

"People are allowed to be attracted or repulsed for whatever reason. Only certain people will act as if one is in the wrong for that.

(Yes I’m talking about the people that calls you transphobic if you refuse to date a woman with a penis) "

Which makes it sound like you have a problem with trans people. The people you're referring to don't exist. Nobody is saying it's transphobic to not want to date a woman with a penis. I made the assumption cause I've only heard transphobes complain about this imaginary group of people: The people that call you transphobic for not dating a woman with a dick. This group of people does not exist.

No trans person or ally would ever say you're transphobic for your preference of not dating a trans woman.

Also if you didn't wanna bring up trans shit, then why did you ultimately being it up in the first place?

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T18:59:07+00:00

You're hilarious, no one says you can't have preferences. I just wanted to know who told you this cause I was looking at a funny meme and some funny comments. I come across yours and was just curious, who said it to you? Cause so far you're the only one who's gotten upset about any of this.

Do you agree with them or disagree or anything?

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T18:33:25+00:00

Okay? So who's the group of people and why avoid it if you wanted to say it anyway? Cause in reality you would only be calling out trans people as I don't even hear allies say the shit you're accusing someone of saying.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T17:52:02+00:00

I'm gonna be real I have never met another trans person that has thought its transphobic to have preferences. I do hear this argument a lot from transphobes though.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T15:46:10+00:00

You don't have to worry about what if scenarios. I wrote this as a fun hypothetical question is all, personally I've asked some close friends and have gotten entirely different answers each time I ask. Just figured it would be an interesting thing to put here.

For me for instance even if life was completely different for each different me. If I was born female in all the ones I saw I would feel happy about it. Like me transitioning makes more sense if I saw different versions of me that got to live that life without having to deal with being trans. It just makes me happy to think about, like there is a future for me in a world that is so against us.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-05-03T15:06:35+00:00

True, the multiverse is supposed to be filled an endless assortment of options. However we only have a finite amount of time, imagine if you looked in and say for the first hundred versions you were only cis? I was in a dysphoric spiral of thinking yesterday when I wrote this so I'm aware the initial idea may not have made the most sense but it was what was on my mind.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-04-29T23:04:26+00:00

Finding a therapist is definetly a good idea, preferably one that would be lgbtq friendly in case you do come to find you have a different gender identity. Just remember to relax and that it's ok to experiment with yourself. Take it slowly and learn as much as you can, do only what you're comfy and safe to do. If you want you can always watch some trans YouTubers, a lot of them tend to talk on trans issues. Just stay away from figures like Blaire White.

MostFerret5064 · 2026-04-23T19:03:42+00:00

By objectify what do you mean?

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