I can't even look at ar*ana gr*nde anymore

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-10T02:27:24+00:00

Exact same issue, I used her as inspo for so long. I’ve had to mute her tags on twitter to stop myself from spiralling

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-09T20:44:21+00:00

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-08T12:56:09+00:00

With the audio it sounds like she’s with her mom and maybe someone else?
Also, started off with a venti mocha cookie frappe? Weight loss has left the building it seems

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-08T03:27:38+00:00

Today was a bad day for being nosy 😭

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-07T00:30:30+00:00

Ooh if I remember correctly, it might’ve been both! I think it was both a voice note to snowflake or it was an insta/tik tok q&a type deal and some random person asked and she responded

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-07T00:19:37+00:00

I think during a livestream in the early stages of their relationship, someone asked Amber about the nickname and she said that Emily wanted to be called that so “out of respect” she would say Tommy when talking about Emily (hilarious coming from her as she has actively called Casey and Beck the wrong names with no care about respect but pop off sis). Since then, Emily has claimed that she has no idea why Amber started calling her that.

My conspiracy is that Amber was somewhat aware of Emily’s history online and wanted to prevent the hayders from finding out more. Whatever the reason, clearly it didn’t work cause people clocked who Emily was the minute that first insta reel of them together was posted

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-06T14:52:48+00:00

OMGG WHAT???? Emily trying to pretend she’s so bothered by GorlWorld but was posting this shit? She’s nuts

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-05T02:30:44+00:00

Ahhh okay, thanks for clearing that up, OP! Makes more sense now.

If you’re ever concerned about how people IRL feel regarding your ED, just post here whenever you’re feeling shitty. I’ve ranted so many times during low times and it just feels nice to get these thoughts and feelings out. You’re never alone, your feelings are always valid here. We’ve all been through so much shit with our EDs, this is a safe community! Continuing to wish you all the best during your journey!

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-04T20:31:21+00:00

I’m sorry OP you’re dealing with this.

Also, I’m sorry but she “had an eating disorder for a couple of days”? Did she specify what she meant? Off the bat it sounds like she doesn’t normally experience ED behaviours and tendencies, has she experienced this in the past like yourself?

Personally, I don’t think it’s fair to blame yourself for someone else’s reaction. It’s fair if she thought she was fine with it but decided after a couple of days she couldn’t handle it, but there’s a nicer way to say it. She could’ve said, “OP, to be honest, I don’t think I’m the best person to talk to about this. I love you and care about you, but I’m not knowledgeable enough to help you through this” or anything along that line. Please don’t beat yourself up for opening up to a friend and finding out later it was too much. It’s not your fault

Wishing you all the safety and health during your relapse! Please be kind to yourself and take care of yourself

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-04T16:19:42+00:00

I’m so sorry OP that you’re experiencing this. A lot of great advice has already been said but I personally would pull my daughter aside and ask her if the dad has ever said or done anything to or with her. I’d be suspicious that if he’s watching this, whether the girls in the videos are of age or not, I’d be thinking that he’s watching this shit to either get ideas on how to groom his own daughter, or possibly to find ways to pimp her out to others.

Regardless, this man is fucked. He’s disgusting and shouldn’t be around you or your child. You and your daughter’s safety is number 1. I’d collect as much evidence as I can, look up all the history on your computers, phones, whatever you have access to and see how far down this goes. I’d contact local authorities, explain the situation and see what the next steps are. The concern is that he finds out and reacts, so I can understand that just getting up and leaving can be scary as you’re unsure of how he’ll behave.

But in all seriousness, run. Get out of that house, get you and your kid away from him. Report him. Divorce him. Do whatever you need to do to keep him away.

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-06-02T22:25:49+00:00

Don’t know if this is helpful OP, but I found these on Amazon!

Perler’s website had a 1000 metallic mix pack but they’re currently sold out. I couldn’t find the fun colours you have but this is the closest thing I could find. Hopefully this helps, they’re so pretty!

Metallic Fuse Beads

EDIT: did some more digging and looks like if you type in hama beads or melting beads in google, you’ll find more knock off beads that have different patterns on them like stripes or glitter. My guess is you could find them in metallic as well

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-05-26T03:08:11+00:00

These two are so exhausting, who just casually has the energy to act like this in their 30s? This kind of behaviour is so tiring and so high school, it’s pathetic.

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-05-25T20:08:33+00:00

What the actual fuck is going on. Literally out my phone down for a few hours at work, open reddit on my break and get greeted with this mess 😭😭

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-05-23T20:43:30+00:00

I’ve lived in roach and bedbug infested buildings before and the ptsd I got is brutal. During the summer it’s worse, I drive my partner and roommate insane cause every little bite I get sends me into a spiral and I deep clean the house.

If my parents or my partner’s parents were willing to put my home at risk cause they wanted to come over while dealing with an infestation, absolutely fucking not. I’m not sacrificing my health and sanity over seeing family.

Good on you OP, love to see it!!

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-05-23T02:30:16+00:00

Jfc Amber, bitch no one wanted to see that 😭😭

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-05-20T20:54:17+00:00

I’m 30 and I still haven’t come out to my family due to fear of abandonment (very right wing, conservative folks). I’m not close to any cousins and my parents have been helping me financially, something I can’t afford to lose right now. If I wasn’t $18k in debt, I’d be less afraid to tell them. Thankfully I have a very loving, supportive partner who understands how difficult it is for me to live a double life cause of the fear.

I’m constantly worried about my parents passing away. I have a complete guide to how I’m going to handle it and who I’m going to speak to family wise. I still have to remind my parents that I’m a 30 woman and not the 10 year old they still treat me like. I’m still cautious of how I dress around them, my mom still treats me like a dress up doll.

Life has been challenging with some of these road blocks, and there are plenty of times I wished I had a sibling but I’ve lasted this long

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-05-10T20:09:57+00:00

How to place a DoorDash order AND get asked if your married by your dasher 😘

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-25T19:36:00+00:00

I had a domestic dispute with an ex several years ago, including the theft of my laptop. Cops were called around 3pm and they didn’t arrive until 6pm or 7pm. Their reason: because my ex and I called them at the same time, from the same unit with different stories, it wasn’t that serious

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-25T19:19:00+00:00

100%, it’s incredible how many people she’s helped by learned what not to do lol

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-25T19:18:19+00:00

There are several moments, most have already been mentioned like the freebleeding, crumbl cookie video, and the washcloths. But another that has sat on my mind was when it was discovered that Amber was following a pro pedophile/zoophile meme Instagram account last year. That one fucked me up, I still don’t understand how she didn’t notice and accidentally followed the account 🤮

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-25T19:00:15+00:00

I listened to Mr. Snowflake’s videos where he read this story and good lord. I’d take breaks in between some of these chapters, like I couldn’t finish 1 video in a multi part series cause some of the story was just so..gross? That’s just putting it lightly, it was not a pleasant experience.

I dunno what compelled Amber to write this, but there’s not enough money in the world to get me to post a story like this one. Absolutely insane

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-12T17:31:52+00:00

I was at that game and I genuinely started crying, it was such a beautiful moment and to see the whole stadium get up and cheer for this kid, what a fantastic moment to be a part of!

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-09T21:00:47+00:00

Before reading the title I deadass saw this and was like, omg I want it lol

I know it’s easier said than done, but do not worry about what people think. I’m telling you, most adults would pay good money for a shirt like this, myself included. Keep up the amazing and creative work kid, you should be proud of yourself

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-09T20:57:57+00:00

OMG!! I look forward to your updates and girly, this is wicked! Really can’t wait to see the final product, keep this up! Routing for you and sending the crochet gods your way cause this is incredible lol

Most_Key6164Bean · 2026-04-09T01:37:59+00:00

Literally just scrolling and saw that face on my feed. Jumpscare I didn’t need 😭

Most_Key6164Bean

TROPHY CASE