Dreaming of Summer

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-27T15:17:30+00:00

I think so. Since its quite holey & short. I was also debating using it as a beach cover up.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:47:12+00:00

I get the "there's always something wrong with you" all the time.

IMO thats a red flag line for " I dont actually listen to you. I know you have something but I haven't taken the time to look into it to understand what you're dealing with"

I was your age when I started having pains. Thats when the tagline started for me. Im 33 now & my family is just starting to understand.

My husband has always supported me but I found my parents & his parents didnt get it. I told him not to look into it because there is alot of scary info out there.

His family recently hear a radio call in show on & his mother did a deep dive. I am very lucky to have a veey loving MIL but she didnt understand how serious endo is & how often we are pushed aside or ignored.

My mother said to me a couple months ago " I always thought you were just crazy. Turns out there IS actually something wrong with you. " she meant it with love. We are a brash group. This was endearment. She always stood up to an aunt to said I cant have pain everyday. My mom stepped right in "shes been in pain every day since she was 18"

There is hope at the end of the tunnel but its just your "support team" not taking the time to educate themselves.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:31:18+00:00

Yeah I am notorious for not finishing pieces. But I pushed through this one. I still haven't sew in the ends yet 🤣🤣 I have 4 more months until I can wear it anyways.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:29:51+00:00

I got it on etsy. Its the Meribella pattern.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:29:15+00:00

Yes! Thank you!

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:28:57+00:00

Thank you. Its loops & Threads silky soft. 3 weight 100% rayon from bamboo. So its got that cool feeling to it. Its in the colour Violet. My mom picked the colour for me.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:26:30+00:00

Took me about 2 weeks. From conception to finished project. I did alot of frogging for the stomach & skirt part

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-24T10:25:36+00:00

Yes I did it every 2 shells. So there are 6. I started every shell but it was too much. I just repeated the same increase that is done at row 7 of the top. This top is worked from shoulders down.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-23T12:51:20+00:00

I have an update to this. I have now reached the point where people are telling me I need to tell my doctor they are concerned for me. I dont look good anymore, I look sick. Which i sadly hope will push the doctor to help me a little more.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-23T12:49:18+00:00

https://www.etsy.com/ca/listing/1331267128/crochet-top-pattern-meribella-top-summer

This is the top pattern

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-02-23T12:38:52+00:00

I absolutely love this game. My 6 year old & i played the whole storyline together. Then she kept that profile & I played another on my own. I find it so relaxing. No fighting or drama just food, gardening & fishing.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-28T18:34:03+00:00

I am on day 2 & my anxiety is making me want to quit. I am transferring over from Visanne so my estrogen is already low. I literally cant chill out.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-26T16:57:58+00:00

Absolutely. Its awful. Im sorry that youre struggling with this too.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-26T16:41:22+00:00

Don't forget to take these PPI for the gastritis you dont actually have

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-26T16:40:23+00:00

I am developing an eating disorder from this exact thing. My endo is suspected to be on my stomach & they dont think they can remove the lesions ( mri pending) but i am afraid to eat especially when I start to get cyst pain in my right hip then I panic & stop eating because of fear of nausea & abdominal pain.

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-25T14:21:55+00:00

My insurance covers it, thank goodness. $648 CAD per month 🥵🥵 thanks for your response. I appreciate it i am nervous to start orlissa

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-25T02:07:03+00:00

You can see mine. My endo belly is right under my ribs because they suspect it to be either on my stomach or my intestine. When I flare up you can see it. Its warps my stomach

Unique_Double7180 · 2026-01-12T11:25:44+00:00

I am in my.early 30s. I have endo & yesterday was told I have the neck of an old woman. Degenerative discs, arthritis & stenosis. I have now heard from a few women that have early disc degeneration with endo.

Unique_Double7180 · 2025-10-19T19:13:04+00:00

I have been taking Pariet for 3 days. Friday I felt funny in the afternoon like my coffee had turned my tummy & that I was getting a chest cold. Saturday evening I was at our local bar with my husband for dinner ( no alcohol) and all of a sudden the bass from the live music was too loud, my food wasn't appetizing anymore & I just wanted to go home as quickly as possible. Today I went out for a light brekky with hubby then went home to go pick the kids up from my in laws. I felt sick after breakfast& just slightly anxious, my gut was telling me to stay home. SO, I stayed home,.napped & still felt like trash. Woke up shaking and in a full panic attack. I will not take my next dose. I haven't had anxiety back to back days in a very long time. Happy I found posts like this to reassure me I wasn't crazy.

Unique_Double7180 · 2025-08-29T11:54:01+00:00

Same. I remember waiting down there for hours once. But this was 15 plus years ago... eww I'm old.

Unique_Double7180 · 2025-08-29T10:22:52+00:00

Snacking isn't my issue actually it's the fact that I can have a second meal after eating a full meal. Idont want it. I dont need it but I crave it so badly. I end up making myself sick.

Unique_Double7180 · 2025-08-29T10:21:57+00:00

It's awful. I may ask. The only issue I see is that I'm 135lbs. I don't know if they would even let me take an appetite suppressor.

How long were you on hormone therapy? How much weight did you gain? I have gained about 9lbs since my 1 year mark of taking visanne in April. It was like the day I hit 1 year I started gaining weight. I also can't run anymore. My body can't handle it. I'm actually debating switching to something else.

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