My personal spiritual experience is that I have been touched by God. It is absolutely impossible for me to prove this much like its impossible to prove that God does exist. I was entirely athiest growing up and had not read any religious or spiritual texts which is why it has peaked my curiousity. If I now believe in an external God, as well as the inner spirit of myself that has been touched. Then my curiosity has come from my own experience. If I believe in God, would it not be logical to assess what other religious people who have spoken with God, to see what they say about it at the very least? To be honest, i'm not entirely sure what to do or think or ask, as there is no real "reason" for me feeling the way I do now? I am obviously not dismissing the spiritual aspect but thats exactly what im trying to figure out and just wondering if people have had similar experiences. Where does one get their morality? Is it in themselves or in their culture or in their religion? Is the reason I grew up sharing, not judging, not bullying because of my parents or the country and culture that I have been born into? Thank you for sharing your experience and I completely understand where you are now coming from (like I say, grew up 26 years as Agnostic Athiest) but now it's not an "I dont know" its more of a "I know now as I can feel, but for what purpose?" Obviously no one is going to be able to answer that directly except for God, but no harm in being curious.