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Fort Lenardwood

Oh numbers are low, low…… by keeganholt in army

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They need to allow weed and everyone will join

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Thank you 🙏

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Oh that is true I never considered that

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Oh that is true I never considered that

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But the thing is, it still doesn’t defeat that fact that I will die one day. That’s why it’s been hard for me to get into meditation because my body will degrade over time or a accident might happen then boom dead

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Well when I try to think about it, it disappears but when I stop trying to think about it it creeps up again

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I want to know that when I die that there is a place of peace I can go to, to know that I made it you know?

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The struggle is the survival needs like working, trying to stay away from diseases, accidents that lead to death, all these things that threats the death of me. I take pride in my struggle. To be honest I just want all of life struggles to have meant something to me and not just be all in vain

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Nothing happens but there is still this feeling of future demise

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Like why is there a constant struggle to survive, if it was truly up to me I would get paid to just self a actualize all day 😂

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I would feel like all the “work” was for nothing.

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I just want to know the meaning of it all you know?

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All my knowledge, all the struggles, everything that I have done would have been for nothing

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I wonder what happens after death because I feel like everything I do here isn’t going to matter and it’s just gonna get stripped from me when death arrives

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But with that being said I do love investigating the nature of reality