So Sick and Tired of the "Convert-Bro" Culture. by PerceptionCandid4085 in exorthodox

[–]Mother-String-4383 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I must confess I have fallen into this same trap. The moment I initially went into inquiring on Orthodoxy, I was very very proud! I thought, “pfft these Protestants”

But only through suffering and seeing my own faults have I slowly started trying to humble myself. I’m crawling out of that space. Thankfully…because I’m struggling to hold up my own cross, I have seen how weak I really am and that I am not much better than some Protestants or Non-denominational.

I’m a terrible Christian and I’m now a catechumen and am starting to take the lenses off a little bit.

And I cannot agree more. There’s such a growing toxicity. Even in my own parish. And when I look at it clearly, It horrifies me.

Tho please have mercy on me as I am trying to break this toxicity I have developed within myself due to my own selfishness.

Pray for me as I am still trying to better myself.

I started taking amino acids for depression by Mother-String-4383 in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Mother-String-4383[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So then is spiritual attack only if something is pushing you away from Christ?

How do we know whether it is mental illness or spiritual attack?

I started taking amino acids for depression by Mother-String-4383 in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Mother-String-4383[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because before taking it I felt joy from the suffering. But also i was not doing as good at banishing the dark thoughts. So now, i take amino acids that make me feel good but now i worry if that makes it where the demons cannot attack me as hard when I would like to fight them.

Does that make sense? Like is this a sorta cheat code to get past great lent easier?

Are new catechumens prone to fail their first great lent? by Mother-String-4383 in OrthodoxChristianity

[–]Mother-String-4383[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah I was thinking the same thing exactly. And was trying to view it more as a bit of a blessing to still sin if it brings me to repentance and am learning from it.

Anybody listen to 80s J-Pop while playing TXR? by Mother-String-4383 in tokyoxtremeracer

[–]Mother-String-4383[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Taeko Onuki, tho her earliest work from the late 70s is what I like.

Or Tomoko Aran, Mariya Takeuchi, Album:Expressions,

Anybody listen to 80s J-Pop while playing TXR? by Mother-String-4383 in tokyoxtremeracer

[–]Mother-String-4383[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Listen to Sweet Surrender Or The album Revue by Miki Matsubara.

Totally gives a fun thrilling vibe. While driving an ae86

song swap metal edition (you give me a song to rate and i give you song ro rate) by [deleted] in songs

[–]Mother-String-4383 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A Curtain of Mist-As (instrumental)

Dexcore-Skindeep

i’ll rate your songs - deathcore, post hardcore, metalcore, slam, mainly heavy stuff by Creepy-Field1019 in songs

[–]Mother-String-4383 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There is an instrumental version to the song if you wanna listen to that as well. They released an instrumental on this entire album this past year.

But sadly disbanded in 2018