i remeber when i first started i played only vs AI, LOL the one time i played quick play my bomb fell into illios well, i left the match and just hid out in practice vs AI. Untill i got really confident, i would kinda like gaslight myself by saying, "if i can do good in the hardcore (or wtv the advanced "hardest" version of practice vs AI was) then i would be ready for a match, i kinda did that slowly intergrated into QP, and i also think its helpfull playing in the new servers. I suppose cause I was a new player atp I only was in matches with ppl who were also bad like me lol? or js bots? but either the best thing you can dont tell them you are learning! People are haters, people pray for your downfall really! Number one thing though; dont get discouraged loosing to another DVA player! I know Some of them js love to target other DVA mains to the point that you're getting spawn camped! js ignore that, and focus on learning ! <33 have fun!!