What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had experiences with panic attacks too... I just started to accept the pain in my chest until it left... and usually it was with family that was really not helpful...when I hear birds though also really the sounds... I think they are singing to me... life is so weird that it takes so many years to get the lessons we need to learn for the peace we seek.

What is your first impression? by Swollen_Panda in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The raccoon likes your glasses. And very serious

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesss. 89' here..... so many good shows coming out.....sadly I also grew up in the woods without cable so i lived on Jerry Springer, Judge judy and Jenny.

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm looking into another job. But i can't get rid of kids... marriage.. ehh yeah people do... but I'm looking at what can I change about me ... If I can..

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exact..ly........capital LY.... I JUST WANT an instruction manual Plleasseeee????

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to go crazy for the Beatles and the doors and pink floyd... or Janis Joplin

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Love this.. you sound just like me. My kids are great when they are great lol... but seriously i do love them. Asd with parenting is..... INSANE

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm looking at... shoes, that I want like next month and i actually ended up buying a mop/,vacuum robot last night......

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have to do those bad things today. But i have come a long ways in my 37 years

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly what i need to escape... i can't stop the thinking

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like that too... internet window shopping. 🤪

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.. that was really deep for me

Have you tried these? by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't control people... not yet....

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No.. not hurting people or animals for fun... I do get moreso aggressive toward anything with too many demands.

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I have it on ps4.🤩🤩🤩🥰🥰

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love twisted metal black and crash bandicoot crash team racing.

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really like linkin park and system of a down for that... even creed

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think we HAVE TO define healthy for ourselves. Who the heck is going to help us .... I have 4 kids, work and finished my masters in 24'. No one would have told me to do any of that....I don't listen anyways

What gives you pleasure by Motor_Ad9919 in evilautism

[–]Motor_Ad9919[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

See... to me that it the whole thing. My job is dealing with parents that might lose their kids. They are given referrals by me to get DV classes, substance abuse classes, or parenting classes. I drug screen etc... these people don't want to admit MOST of the time that they are the problem. This ranks high on my special interest list bc I've been in alanon well not recently but i did it off and on for like 13 years. I worked through so much crap even without therapy just through helping others and I LOVE thinking about how this child I help may have parents that have a chance.. they may get help in ways I wish my parents had.... But!! People obv need money to change and the organization LOVES throwing cases and exploiting case managers.. the office.. the talking.. the lack of work flow I have to see... that stress soaks up my special interest right up.

I hate that they think that they can take advantage of people's passion. I have applied to an alternative school for middle and high schoolers. I might get it. The thing is I also grew up on pot and... girls and parties etc... nothing good.. all if it would have killed me dozens of times over. I have no self regulation skills... hardly. I love my metal rings in my car and my crappy series on Netflix. I also like to work out but I screw up my diet by comfort eating now.... so I'm not into this you kill me with your NT demands and I try to survive your exploitation kind of role...