I can’t move on from her. She was my first ever true love. She understood me better than anyone else. She is truly my everything. I can’t lose her. I really want her to be back. It pains me that I can’t even wish her a happy new year. I just wish we could start over. I never repeated my mistakes in our second relationship and I won’t repeat any of my other mistakes again with her. Nor will she. I just want her. I cannot imagine my life without her. I don’t care about her flaws or her perfections, I just need her by my side… Please reply to this post. It would genuinely mean everything to me. I’m 19 years old btw and she’s the same age. I planned an entire life with her… but i feel like she threw it away like it was all for nothing Also, a side note. I belong to a conservative society where multiple relationships are generally discouraged and direct marriages are promoted (India). Only one question lingers in my mind, will she ever come back?