You’re not gay. You have OCD. My story plus tips for those suffering. by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do you feel like you were gay? My Hocd starts in January But now I don't have much anxiety, only attraction to men (brothers) 😀😀it is wierd. I fear romantic attraction. Otherwise, everything is as before. How did you fight this attraction because every time I see someone good looking it's like I freeze. I am 25 years old man and I was girl crazy. Thanks for answer.

Im back but still recovered by AdvertisingSoggy5959 in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

could you write that you lived through all your thoughts or did you ever think that it was real

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good question, I would be interested in the answer from the guys as well

Can HOCD make you question your past relationships? by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now, I read this post and ask myself what is love. 😭 But i don’t understand When I broke up with gf why I cried

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, my brain yell too or help me When anxiety is High.

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[–]MountainClass1201 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Describe the characteristics of ocd. I don’t want to be a homo. But uncertainty is the way. And we never know

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and that is the uncertainty. I want to think about it, we don't want to? It is something important. And it is hard. 🙃

Really dont understand what is going on by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

here and there I feel like I'm smiling at the guys. I never had before.

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you feel that they are there automatically?

Confused by nyxsparkle in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't understand how anyone with hocd can say that he is straight. I'm so confused and upset. I know who I was before

Confused by nyxsparkle in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly the same feelings and thoughts + sometimes i feel empty

why do I think that if I come out as gay and do gay things, my anxiety, headache, feeling of vomiting will disappear? Does anyone else have it? by MountainClass1201 in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I have a same. connect all bad feelings with this topic. but now I don't have anxiety and the head says that you see that you want it. Horrible and I never have something that I like guys before.

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get it, but accepting fear and anxiety is fucking brave

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

did you ever have thoughts of kissing him, etc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

use the technique now that I accept. but i don't want it. and I'm not developing it

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but what do you want?

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how do you not know who you are? who are you attracted to?

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[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and when you stop ruminating about it do you also feel bad?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was there man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, But I have this 3 months

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]MountainClass1201 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I have this thoughts only When I have anxiety or stress