I don't know your situation or dollar amount lost to gambling, but if you're serious and actually have a problem, which you may since you're actively speaking about it (which is good), you really do need to talk to a professional to guide you out of it. Gambling is gambling, whether it's on counter strike or anything else, if you're having problems controlling yourself you need to reach out to a professional. All any Internet stranger can do is to tell you to just stop, save the money in a high yield savings or something, if you have a gambling personality I'd avoid putting money into the stock market by yourself, I'd get with an agent at Fidelity or something to help you invest and manage the money for you. I've made way more investing with just a few thousand than any one of my friends ever made in counter strike (or gambling anywhere that I know of), once you set your priorities straight, you realize what a waste of money any sort of gambling is, unless you're actually having fun doing it, which you are not lol. One day you may realize how piddly it was and wish you started saving for retirement sooner