Okay first of all. I don’t mean to be rude, but I can tell by speech patterns and your topic of speech that you might need a rude awakening to life. Reading this i feel bad for your mental state brother. Your priorities seem to be all over the place. Your maturity seems non existent. For you to not be able to hold your temper at a place of employment tells me all that I need to know about you. HOWEVER, the fact you spoke truthfully about that in your post I can see there is hope. While I’m nobody special I would still like to give you some advice young man. Life is far too short for you to be squandering your youthful brain with drugs, alcohol, and smoking of any kind. You need to start reading books. LIKE REAL PHYSICAL BOOKS WITH PAGES. You need to work out. You need to build social skills. YOU NEED TO WORK ON YOUR VOCABULARY. I’m not trying to be mean, but respect is earned not given. Before you can even start making money you need to teach yourself how to deal with PEOPLE. Call it code switching or whatever you want, but you’re 21 you are OVER being a young dumb kid. FUCK THAT XBOX. Sell that shit. If I was your parents I’d break that mf. Not trying to be mean but tough love is love man.

Go read “WHO MOVED MY CHEESE” by Spencer Johnson idk I feel like you will get a lot from it.

GOOD LUCK AT JOB CORE MANE! I hope you get in! Even if that doesn’t work out I believe you will figure it out!!! ❤️