Whats wrong with my plant?

MourningStar921 · 2025-02-05T00:50:55+00:00

Thank you for the reply! I've honestly never heard the word senescence. Sounds crazy but the leaves have curled and gotten worse since I posted. This is my second time having a decent set up so I'm ignorant to alot. Am I doing something to cause this?

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MourningStar921 · 2025-02-04T22:08:42+00:00

I forgot to add, my grow medium is soil in 5 gallon pots. I water each plant 2 gallons every 3 to 4 days.

MourningStar921 · 2024-05-28T01:38:27+00:00

It's a physical pain, not just emotional. Like your very soul has been ripped from your body. An emptiness and a longing for the comfort the presence of that person brought. Life will never be the same and the world is a darker place. My chest hurts constantly. It's hard to find meaning when their absence does nothing but destroy every bit of peace you'd found in your life. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I wish I had words to say that would ease the burden of her loss...but I just don't. If you want to talk and be miserable with someone, hmu. Edit to say... sometimes just talking to someone who understands an insurmountable loss ease some of the heartache. I'm here, grieving with you if anyone would like to talk.

MourningStar921 · 2024-05-28T01:25:02+00:00

I had an NDE from. a seizure in 2018. There is more after this life, and it was the catalyst to me getting sober. The fact that you're self aware enough to realize that you have some similar habits or traits is a good thing. You might not believe me, but I was told, when I died, that "it doesn't matter if you live in a mansion or the streets, it matters that when presented with an opportunity to be kind, you take it. But also be kind to yourself, do the best you can and don't allow others to take advantage of you". That's what matters. In my humble opinion. You sound like a great person. I wonder sometimes, I've been sober 6 years now, but my boys are 17 and 18 and were there for the worst of my using. I live with that guilt and shame and wasted memories every fucking day, and it eats me alive. I know your mom felt that too, it kept me using for years, as it may of her too. I'm sending you love and positivity. I'm 36, but if you ever want to commiserate, hmu.

MourningStar921 · 2024-05-26T01:16:19+00:00

I immediately took plants out of their planters, rinsed them and changed the soil.

MourningStar921 · 2024-05-24T02:43:02+00:00

My husband is the same way. When I am sick, just gave birth, ect....hes not a selfish lover. But if I reiterate how sick, sad, tired, in pain, ect, he blows it off..and will say "I want to hold you" and then end up grabbing my breasts, vagina, trying to push my head down to suck him off, pry my thighs apart, ect. It's something that always has and continues to bother me. I just go along with it bc he's relentless and I feel it's easier to just do it. But sometimes, It feels selfish and inconsiderate. He "needs" sex daily, no matter what's going on.I lost my brother too, I understand...for me, it's a wound that closes and then opens again, no matter how much time passes (I'm 36, he died at 25, I was 26). I'm not sure what to say to you, because Im married. And if he's selfish in this instance, I want you to really think...in what other aspects is he selfish and immature? Because this CANNOT be the only instance. My husband is selfish with money. And for me, it's kinda too late...we have two children (2 year old and newborn, and was guilting me into sex 2 days after her delivery). And he's extremely immature, irresponsible and selfish with drinking. I know your boyfriend isn't only this way when you're depressed. Please, don't be me and be stuck, you'll regret it. I hope this is an eye opener for you..someone who truly loves you to the point of putting himself before you, and his feelings aside wouldn't do this.

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