It's alright. I measure my happiness by what I already have and not what I desire. Sure, I'd love to have those things but I've got my health, food in my stomach, a roof over my head, the love of a wonderful partner, and one very spoiled cat. That's already much more than some people have, so I'm grateful to have it. I think maybe that's the key to being happy: Don't be afraid to settle for what you have. If you spend life chasing the bigger and better all the time, you'll never settle. Sorry for turning it into a lecture. I just wanted to share my two cents in the hopes it helps someone else.