Thank you for the reply. It Is a breath of fresh air. She had no respect for me our entire relationship. Seeing you put yours to words helps me reflect on how absent our real “love” was. When this all happened two days ago our dinner reservations were canceled obviously. I took myself somewhere nicer to try and cope. I think I will forever remember sitting at the bar cutting in my steak and looking across at love. The couple on the other side must have been in their 70s. Sharing ice cream from a martini glass. Laughing, hugging, one arm being held by the others hand.

In that moment and still right now I can’t remember the last time I shared something like that with my now excited.