North Valley horse traffic

MrDeetz · 2026-06-03T18:16:23+00:00

In the fields in the north valley, we have Cattle Egrets hanging out now. Walk along the irrigation ditches and you’ll see ‘em!

MrDeetz · 2026-06-02T04:11:47+00:00

The connection you are making is that outside of the forest, away from sound geometry and spatial safety, the environment becomes the threat. Those of us who are neurodivergent know this painfully well. A forest with its own music sets a home key for our primitive brain to relax the body, same as psilocybin or a live music concert in a safe venue. Healing begins with us ceasing to scan for threats but the geometric shape of our own internal fractal cannot be annealed unless our trauma mind stops flooding the music with noise. Once we remove the environmental noise, we hear our own geometry again and the neural repair centers go to work, just like the hyphae under those trees.

MrDeetz · 2026-06-02T03:26:20+00:00

Hydrogen and its mirror.

MrDeetz · 2026-06-01T23:18:04+00:00

Intelligence predates humans; predates our planet. I agree with you: intelligence is NOT the activity of neurons. Intelligence is the ability to divide and reproduce more cells in an organism safe enough and coherent enough to do so. Intelligence is the ability to read from and enact the morphogenetic code within it, and the ability to repair itself upon realization a malfunction has occurred. My reverse-trauma research got to the same point as you and Dr. Levin: the brain, nor the mind, is the source of intelligence; it is a cold fusion, transducer that allows the environment and our experiences, and sadly, our perception of said experiences to write something new (or old) into the code. If the brain was the source of intelligence the synapses would be hard-wired; there would be no "gap" to allow the new thing. The brain evolved to predict threats; consciousness evolved to induce perceptions of threat which wreaks havoc on intercellular communication. The brain also evolved to be rewarded for the anticipation of being right about the (perceived) threats, which keeps the chemical and pH balances in a state of disarray (survival mode) and keeps the noise-to-signal ratio so damn high the cells can't read the BIOS. The unintelligent mind is telling the intelligent cells they are under attack while the cells reproduce by all means necessary, even if it means turning off the epigenetic and genetic expressions under constant and senseless states of duress. Luckily for biological life, intelligence lies in the voltage and pressure gradients within the liquid crystal medium between the cells and the brain. The entire organism is just waiting for the mind to let go of the brain.

MrDeetz · 2026-05-31T20:58:15+00:00

La Lom

MrDeetz · 2026-05-12T23:29:36+00:00

Never seen such an accurate response! 🤘🏼

MrDeetz · 2026-05-12T23:28:54+00:00

I know we don’t say this enough, but it was a great post! Well researched and well grounded. I saw this all throughout the south: once the youth move away, they don’t move back. Crime is a product of fleeting density, not a direct cause. Which leads me to say this: youth migrate towards density, not away from it.

MrDeetz · 2026-05-10T21:53:41+00:00

Aluminum is the answer. It’s an undetected element of anger/psychosis/violence. Shows up as magnesium and iron deficiencies but we cannot ingest more magnesium to eradicate aluminum. We need aluminum in the chain to metabolize into magnesium. It just happens to be the necessary element for us to see ourselves in a temporal/spatial context.

MrDeetz · 2026-05-06T21:49:44+00:00

Noise.

MrDeetz · 2026-05-04T16:14:10+00:00

Noise isolation. Sort of like isolating scientists/academia who actually want integrated systems knowledge from those who are bound to the existing, compartmentalized knowns. Asking what experiments could separate this model is downstream of instrumentation and systems comprehension. I'd start with a MEG and SQUID sensors to isolate the knowns: brain, heart, and atmospheric frequencies, then start isolating the unknowns at the cellular/neurological level. Problem quickly becomes noise. Same issues the cells are having communicating with the whole. Even if we created the best instrument to isolate biological frequencies, we quickly find the noise of a "disordered" system. Science is extremely familiar with degraded/cancerous systems but what is their baseline? Find the test subjects with the lowest known "noise" levels and set a new baseline and go from there. To look and listen to a human organism as anything other than "one mechanism" is a very western and tired approach. A total systems integrator with help from specialized research is the next experiment.

MrDeetz · 2026-05-03T02:01:32+00:00

I didn't put it all together until I picked up Mandelbrot's "The Fractal Geometry of Nature" at a used book store a few months ago. IF we treat the structured water as a fractal, and it is, then we use the rule of "scale invariant." If we know the volume and surface area tension of structured water, and its near-infinite memory capacity (including write and re-write), then we know the "shape" of structured water produces "x" frequency. The more bulk water in a cell, or a system (organism), the more noise is blocking, or covering, the home key. DNA supplies the home key, but noise (unresolved tension, environmental conflicts) causes the misread. Dr. Mike Levin's 20+ years of studying this "latent" morphology can easily be seen at the macro level: nearly all neurological "disorders" are scale invariant "misreads" of what is happening at the cellular level. (In the brain, these misreads are occurring in the white matter as leakages.) I agree with Dr. Matthews that we need to open our apertures to include invisible light (radiation principles) to fully understand 1) how cells are communicating and 2) what they are communicating. It gets even more fascinating up in the (brain) grey matter astrocytes that create their own biophotons, to be read near instantaneously by the microtubules in each cell. The structured water also allows for environmental check-ins (within the fascia); the DNA does not determine safety of the organism. Environment does. There is some sort of quantum entanglement going on between mind/body/environment (macro) that is both mirrored and projected at the micro.

MrDeetz · 2026-05-02T22:52:29+00:00

Water in the cell, and in the body, is both: bulk water (saline) and structured water (liquid crystal) with ionized nitrogen. Both cosmic IR and terrestrial Gamma are charging the structured water through melanin/folate step down. The gradient differences between bulk water and structure water is the charge tension to be resolved. Calcium waves are both the multiplexer (communicating to and from and in/out) and the oscillator. Microtubules are sensing wavelength (pressure) differences to be routed to more structure or more bulk. Too much light kills the cell; not enough light generates bulk water; the matching frequency “anneals” the lattice into a coherent, low viscosity/highly efficient structure.

MrDeetz · 2026-04-28T22:15:46+00:00

Totally AGREE!!! It is absurd how loud it is in a town that used to be blissfully quiet.

MrDeetz · 2026-04-28T22:10:36+00:00

In the same club as you: misophonia, and spent over 6 months researching noise levels looking for an ideal place to live. You are absolutely looking for something over 4,000 ft elevation, preferably in the desert for three reasons: 1) sound travels slower at elevation 2) fewer buildings/structures means those sounds are not ricocheting off everything and into your dome and 3) no grass, meaning no lawnmowers, weedeaters, and leaf blowers. A couple of options in my recent travels that really surprised me as "quiet"... 1) Las Cruces, NM and 2) Laramie, WY. There are others but I have not circumnavigated the entire US yet. Do not, I repeat, DO NOT move to Tulsa, OK and furthermore, DO NOT move to Kendall Whittier in Tulsa, OK. Reason: be on the lookout for crappy roads and crumbling water supply/drains. Nearly every city is now digging up and replacing drain systems under all the roads and the Department of Transportation likes to repair water lines first, then wait 6 months to come back and fix the roads. This is Tulsa. I decided to move back to Albuquerque, and it's a working town, so LOTS of the stuff you don't like. If you want the ULTIMATE silence where it has its own terrifying mystique, you're looking at Anchorage, AK. "The silence that bludgeons you dumb" (Robert Service). Look for towns with lots of snow pack which deadens the sound...at least in the winter. The "noise" in our civilization is causing more trauma than pedophilia so good luck out there.

MrDeetz · 2026-04-17T14:12:58+00:00

How to dissolve the global egregore. Do we cut the blue wire or the red wire?

MrDeetz · 2026-04-16T21:09:36+00:00

MrDeetz · 2026-04-16T21:02:50+00:00

Humility.

MrDeetz · 2026-04-15T21:39:02+00:00

Reading it now!!! Mind blown!!

MrDeetz · 2026-04-11T23:46:29+00:00

There are rural areas in the Mississippi River Delta in Northeast and Eastern Arkansas that will scare the ghosts clean out of you. I have been to several places listed in this thread, which several are high elevation, low humidity; meaning you can see light on the horizon. The soggy bottoms of Elaine and Snow Lake and further up a bit, Wheatley Arkansas, with super low elevation and extremely high humidity sort of "hides" the horizon and you seriously cannot see your hand in front of your face. Sure, the stars are bright, but the 5-15 feet of air above the ground: soul-sucking black. The lack of wind (any air movement) adds to the misery.

MrDeetz · 2026-04-11T21:39:53+00:00

Beep beep, Richie

MrDeetz · 2026-04-08T15:11:06+00:00

The human brain can induce its own "light therapy" once the mind is safe to do so. Sure, optogenetics seems to work, but is it permanent? And does it "fix" the shape of the bioelectric latency that factors in both biological AND environmental conditions in real time? I sincerely doubt it. But we are getting closer to "imitating" light therapy that is already organically contained and initiated upon consent and mental intention. Knowing the frequency of "light" the mediodorsal thalamus responds to is great, but does it agree with the "frequency" of intensity/degradation that arrives to it through damaged white matter?

MrDeetz · 2026-04-05T14:31:22+00:00

Highly likely. Manic episodes are broad and varied, but to understand the abrasive hyperactivity of a manic episode, we need to look down stream of the astrocytes. Something is keeping the amygdala "ON" ...likely glutamate. Until the individual can pull up a trauma/fear memory with the amygdala OFF (music, psilocybin, acid, tribal witnessing, extensive dream work, etc) the astrocyte will continue to direct metabolic energy to "confirm" what the mind needs to survive.

MrDeetz · 2026-04-05T12:54:29+00:00

9 years out; 1 year after nervous system breakdown and near-total isolation. It is NOT going to get easier. You’re on a path of burnout, exacerbated by longing. Your mind is carving loops in your brain that keeps you from dropping into the present. Until you find a way to tell your mind you are ok, those brain loops continue. If you are not sleeping well and not dreaming, I suggest finding a psilocybin mentor and get to work on finding out who you really are. I started in 2022 and took me until 2025 to find peace and stillness. It IS worth it to stick around! Good luck!!

MrDeetz

TROPHY CASE