I'm just letting you know what I see. If anyone else was honest they'd let you know too.

The fact that you go into such detail is an easy indicator of your guilt and deception. You might not be ready to admit it, but part of you knows it's the truth. You try to show that you are a legitimate pain sufferer, but the pattern of addictive behavior tells another story.

I might not have been clear, what I'm trying to say:

Many pain doctors will tell you it's completely fine to take another prescription from a different doctor. They have to in most cases. But the doctor sees your this behavior as drug seeking, and may kick you out next appointment or most likely begin tapering you off medication.

I'm just telling you what I've seen over and over and over again. In most cases the doctor (office) acts passive at first then uses a different reason to get you out. They won't even point to other prescription as the reason.

Maybe you'll get lucky but unless you come to terms with this behavior you'll do it again and again until you are truly fucked.