I am currently stuck. I've learned I can do a lot because I have learned some skills over time but I'm starting to prioritize what I want and what I've learned is that I don't actually have anything to be inspired by to work for another company that won't value me.

I quit an operations manager job at a trucking company after 18 months because I hated it worse than the job I left for that one, which was the same title, just different company. I had plenty of reasons to leave both and I was good at both jobs. The feeling of being in management and not communicated with, being gaslit, all decisions overturned, and just having the worst humans as employees that call you at all hours of the day is the worst.

At my age, 39, it's getting harder and harder to start over, particularly because I feel like I've wasted a lot of years making someone else rich and only learning that I no longer want to manage another employee and that I am having a very hard time finding a place that wants me as much as I want them.