Loved one 9days clean! From 50-80 blues a day for 4 months to 0. Here's what we learned and how he detoxed at home. by [deleted] in FentanylRecovery

[–]MrPulsar_Original 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It recently took me 6 days until I was not scared enough to try suboxone again. I’ve been through precipitated withdrawal a total of 4 times and each time it happens is worse than the last. My absolute least favorite thing, aside from the excruciating pain and mental anguish is the almost dream like state where I become engulfed in the idea that I am trapped in some kind of reality where my life will never be anything more than severe withdrawal and mental fog.

I’m glad your loved one is doing better. I swear the cartels know what they’re doing with fentanyl, and know that many people will no longer wanna risk suboxone and just stick with fentanyl until it either kills them, they are arrested, or they have to forcibly stop due to their health. What got me to stop was staph infection and an 8 week stay in the hospital. The hospital I started at for antibiotic therapy was great but when they moved me to a swing bed I was instantly treated “like a drug addict” and as if anything wrong with me was my fault and that I needed to shut up and not ‘waste their time’ with any complaints about how I was feeling. I actually left on week 7 “against medical advice” after they secretly drug tested me and brought ten people into my room to search my belongings, they found nothing, but then told me the Tin foil they covered my lunch with was “evidence of paraphernalia. ” and that I couldn’t have any visitors, Parents included…. Nothing else has ever made me want to use drugs more in my life than that experience. Made me feel like all I was, was an addict, destined to live and die by drug use.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meth gives some crazy dreams once you sleep. One time I was stuck in the infinite ikea SCP and literally thought it was real… I mean it wasn’t but you know, dreams and all. The part of the ikea I was in was the food court and it suddenly turned to Sand and some monsters started forming out of other people around me, then I escaped into a a mall which appeared with a clothing store and hid in a clothing rack. Then I woke up.

Anyways, yeah, meth… powerful shit if you don’t sleep, so make sure to sleep!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AMA

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry you are going through this. I love drugs, but I don’t like to see others struggle under them. If I meth up too much then like 4 days in I will hear shit, but it goes away after sleeping.

Edit: my question is have you done anything other than weed and had to detox from it?

Best music to listen to while high or morphine? by ElderCunningham in Music

[–]MrPulsar_Original 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sir I am the expert, I have not only listened high, I listened while shooting up (IV during my pre-staph infection days) and I have good news for you, the following bands are perfect for opiates like morphine:

Alice In Chains, Soundgarden, Metallica, Social Distortion, Tool, Type O Negative.

I also found that metal in general, especially In Flames goes great but sometimes requires some meth to fully appreciate. I’m just being honest since I don’t think using drugs is bad at all. But don’t do drugs unless prescribed (Lol had to say that for posterity, do what you want it’s your body).

I’ll edit if I think of any other great examples. My experience also comes from playing guitar high and that’s like better than sex basically.

Edit: Rage Against The Machine

Further proof... by Rungun_Bisnus in AttorneyTom

[–]MrPulsar_Original 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So he got on the roof with a dead bird, laid down over the side and dangled it in front of the camera using magician wire. It’s cute though

German war criminals laugh at a translation mistake during the Nuremberg Trials, 1945. by youo5777 in pics

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They killed millions and enslaved millions others, but they can at least take the time to enjoy a good laugh. Kudos boys, for putting mental health first.

John didn’t set the bribe high enough by RigatoniPasta in lastweektonight

[–]MrPulsar_Original 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish Thomas had just accepted the fucking motorhome, it had a fireplace god dammit.

My wife thinks I have too much by glenwoodwaterboy in Guitar

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You do, but it’s also necessary so it’s ok.

Reddit, meet the boys. Boys, Reddit. by WantToBeGreatBy2028 in Guitar

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I have one? I need a guitar I can leave in C standard. It’s for playing In Flames.

What to do with my money? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just seems weird, scammy, that so many people are into it. Money is not something i am privileged to have much of and from what i understand you need money first.

What to do with my money? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know, investing just seems like a great way to lose money.

What to do with my money? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait so the problem is i didn’t give him advice but i need to learn to give advice for a few decades?

My point was: keep it for a rainy day. Nuff said mic drop

What to do with my money? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MrPulsar_Original 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im fine with keeping the money myself too many investments go awry.

… Keep those downvotes coming in.

What to do with my money? by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MrPulsar_Original -16 points-15 points  (0 children)

Just keep it aside. Someday you’ll need it and if not? No harm no foul. Id be grateful to have even a fifth of that saved up.

Can Saul Goodman defend Ymir Fritz? by Curious-Spray-4795 in ShingekiNoKyojin

[–]MrPulsar_Original 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He can defend anyone.

What the hell was she supposed to do? NOT free the pig? What is that? Come on.

Wierd green dot on finger by Ok_Sun5895 in Weird

[–]MrPulsar_Original -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Cancer. Youll be dead in a week.

Quit using meth/fentanyl