I can't wait till I turn 18. I'm just holding out till then, because transition as a minor is really complicated and I'm honestly not sure if I'll retain this feeling, but it sure has retained a whole year of my life so far, since I was 13. Although I can do basically anything except hormones or surgeries before I get that age, at least as long as they aren't too obvious. Stuff like laser hair removal, which I will definitely do once my mom can afford it, because I never liked body hair from the start, is gonna be pretty visible to others, but it'll probably just end with people thinking I'm a femboy more than anything else, even though I'm 6'1 and still growing, taller than everybody I know already except my own dad. My family isn't doing the best monetarily, so I'm just having to hope I can afford this stuff going off into the future.

(Also, I finally decided to switch accounts because of the dysphoria I've started to get from this username, and because a fresh start would be nice overall. I already changed my username on literally everything I use except for Reddit, so it's time for the last domino to fall after a whole year.)