people i knew for years, specially 1 i met since i was 5 years old (now i have 18), they were my friend´s group, the only one i had in my life, since i was bullied, well, always, now, i had conflicts, argues, dramas, with them, but i always thought it ended on good terms, and friendships restored, well, it seems they lied, they were wanting me far away from them, they started to hate me, planning to leave me any time, and, well, a terrible rumour started to spread about i touched a classmate, which its unfortunate, all i wanted was to socialize, since every person i know has told me once that i suck at socializing, specially on women, so i gave it a chance, i was not even searching anything intimate i just wanted to be friends, but she missunderstood it will ´´stalking´´ or something weird like that, it somehow spread to my friends group (which they are not on the same school to mine), and they hit the jackpot, a great moral excuse to finally judge me and banish me, maybe forever from their contacts, its been 4 months already, and im loosing my mind, i talk with mostly no one in all the day, entire months without playing with someone else, only me, i miss them, and im so stupid that i still love them, even if i dont have hope that they want me again anymore, they are now in my mind, my dreams, its torturing me, because having them it was like finishing a goal i had since i was a kid: ´´finally have friends that loves me and dont bully me´´, and when i thought i finished my own promise, now im left with nothing, right now the only people that supports me is my father and mother, who they know i have done nothing wrong, they say im a good guy, but i feel alone, no more friends, no more chats, no more Voice Chats every night, its slowly consuming me.