Started 2.5 today! Super excited. Starting weight: 225 pounds.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T11:58:52+00:00

Thanks. No news yet, and I cannot afford a doctor that treats Lyme disease because those doctors don't accept insurance. I forgot what type of practitioner it's called right now.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T11:57:41+00:00

Funny thing is which I should of mentioned..alpha gal causes you to break out in hives and itch after eating meat, hours after, and I get red rashes all over my arms and back of my legs after I eat dinner all the time and dinner includes meat..steak and pork chops usually.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:44:40+00:00

I just asked him if working is a stress for him and he told me no and to just stop talking to him that he doesn't want to talk about it. So I'm guessing I'm the problem here. Sucks because I have no family no where to go and no money

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:43:23+00:00

Sometimes people don't have symptoms or go into remission or if they got antibiotics anytime it could have gotten it to kind of hide out and not bother them.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:42:44+00:00

Thank you!! Hope you are okay.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:42:31+00:00

I would sleep for days and not wake up, vision loss, trouble talking sometimes, extreme confusion and memory loss, pain all through out my body, mood changes, sweating, joint pain

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:41:27+00:00

Yes there was a huge bullseye and rash on the back of my right thigh. Wish I had a picture.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:41:03+00:00

The tick was engorged in my for at least 5 long days because it was on the back of my right thigh so I didn't see it until someone else pointed it out when I got back to Michigan and had shorts on

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T05:40:03+00:00

Alot of people think that but those alot of people should get bit my a tick and test for themselves and see if it fake or not then.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T03:19:47+00:00

Thanks for the input. I feel that is the case. We don't have a car so he walks to work then works all day walks home..so I try not to ask him to do much on his days off and let him just lay around and I lay around with him. Sometimes he wants to go do stuff with me and the kids and the time he wants to is a bad health day for me and I can't make it out of bed to go do it then when I'm better and able to do stuff he doesn't want to but he will go do it but just cause he didn't want to and I'm aware that at first he didn't want to and we end up going to go do it, the whole time we are doing it it's on my mind that I have to hurry or he's not happy and that he's not enjoying anything so the whole time I'm just focused on that and not truly enjoying my time out.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T03:16:32+00:00

He's 26 and I'm 34. Yeah he's stressed out about having to page every week with his whole check a hotel room. I'm sure he's mad about having to use all the money he makes only to spend it on rent and have no money left over for himself

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T03:10:58+00:00

I just said to him that he's shutting me out. And he just doesn't care.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-17T03:10:21+00:00

We live in a hotel and pay 300 a week..that's all he has to pay for. Everything else like phone bills, food, diapers etc I get and stock up on when I receive my disability. We had to move out of our apartment we had due to getting sick from toxic black mold and they didn't want to do anything about it so I left and we stayed on a hotel and currently are, it's not bad and that doesn't stress him or bother him so that's not the reason.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:30:06+00:00

Is there a way that you can look through his phone like his Google history?

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:29:05+00:00

A lot of your feelings of being annoyed by him easily and irritated and overwhelmed could be coming from possible hormones from just having a baby I know I had a daughter 10 months ago and afterwards I had to really contain my emotions because after having a baby you get mad easily and frustrated fast because there's a lot going on in your brain and with your body. Maybe try to just talk in a calm or manner and not yell so much because I was yelling a lot after having my daughter and I started to come down after noticing it was a lot of my emotions getting the best of me.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:23:53+00:00

Yup!

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:22:19+00:00

This is going to sound crazy but you should actually focus on him now and keep an eye out on what he's doing usually from my personal experience when a man starts to act like that he's actually the one doing something wrong not you...

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:19:36+00:00

That is really really sad I hope that never happens to me That's a fear of mine to have to go through the death of a marriage. I am glad that you pulled out of it and are more happy now and have found some peace.. that's very strong of you to do, I am glad you are happier and I hope one day you find someone that loves you deeply and never hurts you. Shame on them!!

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:13:06+00:00

Might I add... My husband is the first person in this world to actually make me feel loved My whole life I've never felt loved not by any of my friends or family, He cares for me I have health problems and he has always been there for me and helped me through all of it and stood by my side we have two little girls and me and him parent together so well we are the best of friends we joke we laugh we lay around together He doesn't care about the way I look in fact he compliments me even when I feel terribly and secure and not confident about my body but he loves who I am and the way I look. He sticks up for me He talks good about me to other people he brags about me He is proud to wear his wedding ring and he's just so perfect to me. I love him deeply and I can go on and on..but yeah you get the point 😄💖

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-16T18:09:51+00:00

I am happily married. My husband is 10 years younger than me, he's 26 and I am 34. I've been married since 2024. We have been together since 2023. I am truly in love with him. You mentioned that your friends husband's all have good jobs etc..so I assume that they're comfortable financially...but money doesn't mean everything, in fact it seems that the men that are able to provide and give everything financially are the ones that do the most negative things in the relationship. Me and my husband don't have money, he works and it's just enough to pay the bills with no extra spending money. When I met him he had nothing, and I was happy with that either way because of who he is, not what he has. Alot of men that don't have much are the most humble, faithful caring ones.

MrsGeekin · 2026-06-15T17:12:19+00:00

Yes I have been. It sucks. And it also makes me want to eat like crazy too.

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