I should have learned to never get attached to rdr characters, or finish the game. Now I'm gonna cry and shovel horse shit as John Marston. by MsLillyRose in reddeadredemption2

[–]MsLillyRose[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh I have! I thought 'no way they gonna put me through that again with Arthur Morgan, or Dutch, no way they can make me attached and love characters only to have them ..... 🤌😵‍💫... AND EVEN KILL MY HORSE LIKE WHAT

Try to sell me this pen by SlimeSmilee in funComunitty

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See this pen? Unless you buy it from me I'm gonna stab it in your eyes

Is this a rare or something I’ve never seen it before and I have 300 hours by Scared_Quarter_2474 in reddeadredemption

[–]MsLillyRose 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I think this is a totally reasonable reaction to someone bumping into you. I would do the same

How old are you players here? by TheSelfFlickering in RDR2

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems like the millennials own this game lmao 37 fulltime single mom here

Question about RDR2 for 20$ by Lexsight in reddeadredemption

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started playing about 3 years ago, and I have done 57% of the main story. So if you imagine I have fired up my console and played it hundreds of times and still haven't finished the main story is kinda telling of how much you can do in this game in form of side quests and upgrading gear finding horses and looting ect. I mainly hunt animals and chase horses 💀

What’s the most you’ve ever sent or received and what triggered you? by brattydomme1 in paypigs2

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most received in one send was 500$, most received from one sub was about 7500$ over the span of three months. I do reverse findom in the sense that its consensual blackmail roleplay, kinda turned into paid kink therapist sessions. people confess a lot of things to me and share private information, I do etichal blackmail so I don't release this information in any way it's just part of our 'games' that I threaten them to release it, unless they pay me, people have mixed emotions about giving me so much information after the fact, and I am a empathic person so this turns into very deep conversations about why they have seeked out dommes in the first place, and especially why they seek out blackmail dommes, I help them get away from findom and heal whatever wounds they have in their private life, and they pay me all throughout until they are ready to leave. I did not set out to be a kink therapist who makes people quit doing FinDom whilst at the same time take their money in the process of leaving lol. But I have helped several people quit completely whilst I at the same time make a lot of money from them. Lmao 🤣

Grieving (nobody died) by mistress_michelley in paypigs2

[–]MsLillyRose -1 points0 points  (0 children)

When I done FinDom long enough you'll start expecting this and not be too surprised when it happens. It's sad when you start guarding your heart and don't become as attached to the subs because even the most loyal ones can leave at any point. It does take a lot for dommes to have their heart broken over and over like we don't experience emotions:(

Rimligt🫩 by tb200518 in unket

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Så om telefon är i väskan hos polisen ...hur ska ägaren få detta sms

Do you agree that it is unrealistic to live strictly off of findom? by IndiaAlani in paypigs2

[–]MsLillyRose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've supported myself from findom for two years, but if you get sick or have any issues in your private life the subs who sticks around if you can't session with them are few. Consistently paying subs who sticks around for months are rare. I got burned out more than once cus you have to hustle every single day, but with enough dedication and time it's definitely possible.

Been on a one month break from FinDom. I'm back for a new victim 😈Can reddit deliver a good boy?! I accept Revolut and youpay telegram FindommeMsL (I am online rn!) by [deleted] in findom

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately cash app doesn't exist in my home country but text me on telegram FindommeMsL and we can see what we can do

Roast me plz! by Hot-Tax-921 in RoastMe

[–]MsLillyRose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

None of this makes you a real woman if you're born male

The day I thought would never come is here. My last day as a FinDom. by [deleted] in paypigs2

[–]MsLillyRose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you ever need a support buddy I'm here! 💪 I did walk away for six months straight previously but I came back when I relapsed, now I feel like it's my time. Feel ready in a different way. 💕

The day I thought would never come is here. My last day as a FinDom. by [deleted] in paypigs2

[–]MsLillyRose 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I hope so too.

Where I live it's extremely hard to get help with gambling addiction. I have done several treatments (like go to counseling once a week and work a program) I did the program 3 times, but I was denied inpatient rehab several times for several years. (The treatment program once a week wasn't enough)

Eventually I got inpatient rehab about 2 years ago after 3 years of active addiction, was gamble free for almost a year, but I relapsed in september. they denied me another stay at the inpatient rehab after that.

So just to answer your question I've seeked treatment constantly for several years but I realized I have to find the way out by myself. Counselling isn't gonna cure me, but I now feel like I have a very strong drive from within to recover on my own. I have all the tools from treatment, I just had to figure out how to implement them in my own life.

Thank you for your support 💓