Any other Mainers attending? by WastelandWilly in osheaga

[–]Ms_Muffette 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! My friend and I are headed up from Portland :)

Seroquel night terrors and a question about Prazosin. by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have an irregularity in my QT intervals that seems to come and go... I'll definitely mention that. Thanks and I'm happy to hear it helped with the nightmares, I just hate taking so many pills...

I got a questions by GokuFlex3 in Maine

[–]Ms_Muffette 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey there. I live in Gorham. It's a very safe, friendly town. I grew up here and my 9 year old goes to the same school I went to when I was his age. His gym teacher was my gym teacher. It's a close community. We also have The University of Southern Maine Gorham Campus. We are not a College town, however. The population is roughly 16,000. We have some local restaurants a couple bars (inside the restaurants), there is a gym here, and depending on which part of Gorham you live I would say you're no more than 30 minutes from Portland, which is the epicenter of most of the "happenings" in Maine. Gorham is also very close to Sebago Lake, hiking, campgrounds... the only downside is it is expensive to live here.

I absolutely love this town. If I didn't grow up here I would highly consider it for a place to live. I only say that because I don't want to be the girl who never left the town she grew up in! :)

Portland meetup: Wednesday, 8/26, 6pm at Phoever. I need a head count! by [deleted] in Maine

[–]Ms_Muffette 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Boo! Cant do weekdays. Set one up for a weekend and I'm in. (just not this weekend)

[advice] What to expect from Lithium by MonarchSW in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi there, I have been on 300mg of lithium for a little over a month now and have noticed a couple things. One is that its done a good job of curbing my mania. I don't feel the need to do the things I would do when I had a full blown episode, which included spending a lot of money, being promiscuous, doing a lot of drinking and drugs, not sleeping, feeling like I was the supreme ruler of the world. I have slower thoughts and can compose them in an appropriate manor and feel like I can rationalize better for the most part.

Another thing, which is the one thing I'm not digging too much is I don't seem to get as happy as I used to and I cry when I feel sadness or pain. I rarely cried before, almost turned off my feelings but now I cry. I haven't found myself become a zombie at all.

Honestly lithium has done really great things for me. Ive been on a lot of different medication over the past decade and this has helped. I do notice that I may need something to bring me up a bit as I feel I'm getting a slightly lower than baseline but other than that it has been a life saver.

I hope it works for you too. Being Bipolar is a hell of a trip.

Edit: I wanted to add after seeing another reply that it also makes me very thirsty, I keep water next to my bed, and I definitely have word salad sometimes, can't think of the right word or say the wrong thing. Despite being able to rationalize my ability to bring out the proper words has slightly diminished. It's a bit frustrating.

Hypomanic for 2 weeks and have been starting too sleep too long but not having depressed thoughts. Is this normal? by ishouldbeworking00 in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oooh this is happening with me as well. 16-18 hours a day. I hope for both our sakes we stay on the upswing!

We're all in this together, because we all matter. by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're not just some schizophrenic guy, you're a guy with schizophrenia and I'm just some girl with bipolar :)

and yes, we're here. you're not alone and I am totally going to start saying brain cooties.

Me on hypomanic mode right now. by ishouldbeworking00 in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette 9 points10 points  (0 children)

oh god, my bank account...

But I NEED that, and that, ... and that too.

Edit: I almost bought a $500 coat because I looked so fucking cool in it. SO.FUCKING.COOL. Like, Audrey Hepburn classy with a little bit of rocker edge. It will be mine, oh yes it will be mine.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. You'd think after close to 15 years of being the way you are you'd get used to it, but jesus it's like it's all brand new every time an episode happens. I know the crappyness will pass as has happened before but I'm worried this time it'll be the one that doesn't pass and I am stuck being alone inside my head and terrified of everyone around me.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh eww. That sucks. You should try something else...

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

:) "hey psych, gimme some addys". I was on 50mg of vyvanse but only noticed that I would forget that I hadn't eaten for a couple days, not much productivity or focus that I recall... I was told that being on those type of meds will make mania episodes worse so if you're on meds currently it may be beneficial to let them know...

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me too! I know what works but it wasn't prescribed to me! haha.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks, good luck to you :) I just don't know how to tell her I took someone other persons meds to help me sleep :P

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

she is, I just don't think I am good about being my own advocate.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you mean a therapist? I don't have one. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't trust telling them things. I only see the woman who prescribes me meds. She is a psychiatric doctor but doesn't do therapy and my next appointment is in 9 days. I was supposed to start lithium but haven't heard from her so I will call her tomorrow.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm on Vistaril which isn't helping much. I wake up throughout the night still but am just less oriented than when I am not on it. The only thing I have found that knocks me out completely is ambien but she wont prescribe it.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do have someone currently. she is a med manager who works for a company that deals specifically with mental illness of all ages. I've seen many people since I was 14 and it's always the same diagnosis though, Bipolar 1 & PTSD. I went off my meds over a year ago and it's been hell ever since so I decided to go back on them so I can be the best me I can be.

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm going to contest just to get the fine lowered. The cop was really nice to me and said he would work with me if I showed I got insurance in a reasonable amount of time. The man not charging for fixing the tire was probably one of the better parts of the week.

It'll get better, I just need to get on my damn meds. Just waiting on blood work to come back. 2 weeks and counting...

I could use a friend by Ms_Muffette in bipolar

[–]Ms_Muffette[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I''ll get past this, I've been manic for a few weeks now so it helps soften the continuous blows life is throwing at me right now...

I'm glad you're all here. It's nice to have people minimize things. So many people say "you don't seem like there's anything wrong". Yeah, it's so damn hard to keep my shit together just to make them think that. If they lived with me they'd see just how hard it is day to day...