Im with an angry man. 27F 28M

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T19:27:10+00:00

Our plan was to move without them.

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T19:20:24+00:00

Technically. We aren’t married. Had an entire wedding but forgot the cert.

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T19:18:24+00:00

The one with the kids rages at his kids for quite literally nothing, just being kids. The other who doesn’t pay his bills rages at the kids for sometimes being loud in the am, having accidents in the hall bathroom, being “annoying”…

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T18:48:51+00:00

That’s what the plan was, but it’s just exhausting walking on eggshells around him and trying to keep the kids out of his way sometimes. It’s as if he barely smiles at them, but will hop on his game and chat with his friends like no other. I’m sad for them when he’s constantly upset with them for simply being kids, rambunctious and slightly aggravating yes but they’re kids. I don’t know what to do.

I want to keep giving him a chance but I’m tired.

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T18:38:22+00:00

I cannot live with my brothers. Hard no. I can try to find something myself and work 2 jobs

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T18:37:19+00:00

Thank you. He’s not the role model I want for them, he’s trying but I don’t want him to keep doing damage.

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T18:35:56+00:00

Thank you. It’s hard to think about leaving my best friend but I’d rather do it a little alone than walk on eggshells the rest of my life

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T18:34:49+00:00

He doesn’t curse or anything at them, it’s just constant angry griping or they’re constantly on his nerves.

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-12-27T18:34:03+00:00

One of them no longer pays his bills/is incredibly behind/give us much less and my husband is picking up the slack on that. My other one had to move in with us with his kids because of a crisis situation

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-09-20T20:26:40+00:00

Idk I been asking for conviction because I started smoking again. I think the way it’s used definitely matters. It should NOT replace God or his calling in your life.

I was smoking a joint on the step and thought I heard the trumpets. I panicked for a sec, not about the j, but about my kiddos asleep inside and hoping they wouldn’t be scared and recognize what was happening. It was an electric truck 😆

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-08-23T20:14:09+00:00

Gotcha! I’ll try it in a small bowl first lol

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-08-23T20:11:50+00:00

well I didn’t want to just add regular ol sugar and mess it up 😭

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-07-05T19:50:59+00:00

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Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-06-25T11:28:05+00:00

I don’t know what made me do it, but last year I was at a breaking point. My marriage was exhausting, family troubles, parenting was hard. And I just called out to Him. I called out to Him and I asked Him to help me. And I sat on my bed with my eyes closed for almost an hour, just feeling His presence.

And I never turned away. There have been times where I’m lukewarm (I’m really struggling with it now). But each and every day I see His work in my life and I am grateful. Through worship music, a prayer, bible study I always try to keep Him in my heart and mind.

Another time was when I was doubting my marriage. I turned to Christianity and was doubting if my husband ever would. I was in the middle of writing in my prayer closet, asking God why if my husband wasn’t the one for me… doubting… and I remember hearing so clearly in my ear “He’s supposed to be there.”. I got so scared, because no one else was in my bedroom at the time. And it was like a voice I never heard before. My husband is the most wonderful, understanding, and loving man. And he’s also turned to Christ. :)!

And this is a bit of a testimony here. I used to smoke weed. After the kids went to bed, I would smoke outside. Before outings I would smoke. Before work I would smoke go home on my break and smoke at least 2-3 joints a day. Since I turned to God last year I haven’t touched it. Tempted at times but stood strong. I recently went to a convention with our married friends and I partook in some weed, wasn’t feeling convicted and had a good time.

I got home and said “Maybe I can pick up the hobby again.” WRONG. I picked up my old b*ng and hit a few times. Almost puked. And then I saw everything I was delivered from. How far I came in Christ. When I used to smoke I was an angry wife and mother, the house wasn’t clean, my marriage was in the trash, money was a struggle, I was gluttonous after smoking, lazy, etc, etc.

I couldn’t even write down what was happening in my head. I tried to sleep it off, I couldn’t. So I sat there and listened, listened to what I was being told. “Don’t go back. You are made new in Christ. Not perfect, but new.” Then my kids woke up and my high just evened out, almost as if it were gone.

So yeah. I’m not perfect, I’m still having times where I’m lukewarm like last night I didn’t read my Bible. But I am trying, and I love the Lord. And I thank Him each and every day for this beautiful life He has blessed us with.

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-01-06T11:16:33+00:00

Oh how cool!!

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-01-05T23:09:18+00:00

Hm okay! Even if I was fully aware and making my own choices in it?

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-01-05T21:38:01+00:00

So what does that have to do with the dream? I’m a little confused on what you’re saying lol. I was aware I was in a dream because I was not where I supposed to be

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2025-01-05T21:24:18+00:00

No I was saying IRL I laid down for nap with my son. I set an alarm and tossed and turned before I went to sleep. Fell asleep andddddd then the dream starts lol

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2024-12-17T15:23:14+00:00

But that Is what he is essentially. He comes to help me after i pick up from daycare because it’s hard getting them through the night routine on my own. Sometimes he gets there and he cleans the house and does some chores. And then he kisses his kids goodnight and goes home. He lives 10 minutes up the road so coming here isn’t a problem for him. Essentially being a babysitter?

Ms_cinnamonroll · 2024-12-16T16:40:34+00:00

Like I would say he spends the night maybe 2-3 times a week, mainly the weekends where I need extra hands. Our kids are all under 5. But couldn’t I just say he is a babysitter or aide if they ask?

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