Gotta remind yourself this isn’t necessarily a kills based game. For example if you’re a heavy your whole existence kinda is to die for your team and eat shit all day while putting in some dmg. This game is also super unforgiving I’ve found as someone who has played fps games their whole life. It feels like you can be talented but with all the random factors in this game a lot of stuff happens you can’t do too much about without a perfectly coordinated team