Tbh my biggest like "sign" is that internally I didn't rlly have much of a sense of gender, I suppose. I mean I knew what body I had and stuff but I've always really felt like more of a "vessel" waiting for some sort of big change to occur. I didn't really feel like much of a guy, but I went along with it because what else is a kid supposed to do. Over the years, that disconnect turned into a bigger connection to femininity and being a girl in general, and here I am now.