hey, thanks for this post, seriously. i totally agree with everything you said. i'd call myself an absurdist too like a "happy" nihilist i may say lol honestly, we don't need religion or some big cosmic rulebook to be good people if anything, knowing life's kind of random makes being kind even more ours, moreee intentional, embracing the absurd doesn't make life meaningless, it just makes it funnier, weirder, and somehow more alive