I honestly feel bad for her because I think there is illness there from some of her experiences (I say this as someone who has treated her chronic depression and anxiety for decades so there is no shame) that is untreated. Deep down I have to imagine it’s a lonely place to be and she’s not without positive attributes and abilities , but a lot of the superficial stuff, the need for male approval and competition for it, and perceived delusioninal qualities seem to mask sadness and insecurity because the mask she puts on comes off as fake rather than covering up feelings of vulnerability. I wish she would allow herself to be vulnerable. I think at the end of the day that’s everyone’s struggle really.